Wild West AU Dream: Rainbow Ranch

[thewolfinside]

The ranch was quiet at night. The house was dark, but light showed along the edges of the covered windows of the bunk house. There wasn't much noise, mostly the sounds of coyotes howling in the nearby hills and the horses moving around in the barn. A storm was moving in, and most of the cattle had been moved closer to the barn and wooded area nearby so they could ride out the worst of the wind.

The barn itself appeared dark, but if one went inside, they could see the faint glow from a lantern shining on the ceiling above the back corner of the hay loft. Up in that corner, Jason was curled up on a bedroll, a kettle of coffee nearby kept warm by the thick towls and hay around it. A cup of cooling liquid was on the floor beside him, forgotten while he wrote in his journal.

The journal was a small book with a leather cover and hand bound pages. It had kept him sane during the first few dark months after Rose's death and Jasia and Jase's leavings. The first Christmas had been the hardest, Gabe had refused to decorate or even admit that the holiday was happening. This last one had been better, Gabe actually smiling when recieving his gifts from Jason and Scud. After things had settled down and Jason had gotten used to the routine, it had become a habit to write in the journal.

Getting used to the routine had taken a while, and the first time or two that Scud had shown up to share Gabe's bed, the older man had to pull Jason aside and tell him what was going on. Jason had picked up on the signs quickly after that, giving both men a nod and a smile whenever Scud would darken the doorway, then leave them alone. He'd quickly decided after the first night that he was better off not being in the house when Scud came by, because the sounds only added to the images in his head, and he was sure that the ranch hand wasn't the type to invite anyone else into the bed.

Very rarely did he leave the ranch though, and most of those nights were spent up here, in the hayloft. Finished with his writing for now, Jason set the book and lead aside, then laid back against the hay bale. He wondered what had happened to Jasia, she had just up and disappeared and no one had heard a word from her. Jase wrote occasionally, his last letter telling about the ranch he had signed on with up in Montana and the troubles going on up there. He didn't expect it to last, Jase never stayed anywhere more than a few months, unable to settle down after losing his girl. Jason expected that his brother would be mourning Rose until he died.

Moving the now cold cup next to the lantern, Jason blew out the lantern and curled in his bedroom, not going to sleep, but thinking in the darkness.

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[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Practically diving for the back, snarling as he tried to find the small container in the dark. Finally seizing it with a moan.

And then there is silence. Nothing until his fingers glide along the crack of Jason's ass, teasing his asshole with slicked fingers.

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Shaking, his hands clutching at the bedroll, pushing against Gabe's fingers. Biting his lip, trying to muffle his moans.

"More. Please. So much better..."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Slowly pressing one finger into him, groaning at the tightness around him. Pausing, his other hand moving up to stroke Jason's thigh.

"Don't hold back? It's just us. Let me hear you.' And with that he began fucking that single digit into his lover.

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"Oh God. More. Please." Panting out the words, rocking against his lover's hand. With the darkness, this could have been a vivid dream or fantasy, but Gabe's heat and the stretch of muscles proved it wasn't. It was much better than a fantasy and his own fingers.

Not realising he'd said the last part out loud, the words mixed in with his pleading for more and harder.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Growling now, loving that he could do this to him. That he could make this good, strong man mewl for him like a whore. Working a second finger into him, pumping them hard and fast into that tight hole to work him loose. Fingers twisting, scissoring, anything to make it easier for what he wanted.

His other hand moving to his prick, jerking him roughly with salve slicked fingers.

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It was too much, he was too close and he didn't want to finish like this. Reaching for Gabe even as he rocked up against the man's hands.

"Fuckmefuckmefuckme." Mewling, unashamedly begging for what he wanted.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

He needed to hear it. To hear Jason that open and ready; not just physically but mentally. Fingers pulled away as he slid up between Jason's thighs and hooked his legs over his arms.

"Mine." Snarling out the word as he gave his hips a sharp buck, driving himself deep into his lover.

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Bucking up, a hoarse cry ripped from him, Jason's hands fall to the floor, trying to find a hold. He loved this feeling, loved knowing it was Gabe inside of him.

"Yours." Whispering the words, his eyes searching for Gabe in the dark.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Needy. Fucking insane with this man beneath him. Fucking him, nothing gentle or loving about it and yet it was his love that made him so desperate. To feel alive, to feel as if he were living, alive, in love.

Driving deeper, scooting forward until his knees where against Jason's ass, slamfucking into him without a thought but that this was them and they were together.

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Moving as much as he was able, writhing and bucking up against Gabe as much as possible. Panting, moaning out Gabe's name over and over.

Letting go of the bedroll, Jason wraps a hand around his cock, stroking himself quickly and roughly.

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Feeling that motion, knowing what his love was doing and groaning hard. Leaning down, moving over him to whisper softly.

"That's it. Come on, my dirty little boy. Stroke yourself for me. Come on, want you to cum for me, boy. Cum with my cock in your ass.'

Shaking, not from the effort but his words, feeling dirty and wicked and right.

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Whimpering at the words, the tone, a shiver running up his spine because of way his body was bent and taken.

Doing as he's told, his free hand reaching for Gabe, finding and tangling in the other man's hair.

"Fuck, gonna do it, gonna, GABE!" Yelling out his lover's name, tugging at his hair, body bowing as he cums.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Yanking back on that hold. Not seeking to be free but loving to feel that hold, that Jason was hold tight as he came.

"Fuck yeah, mine. Fuck.' Groaning, not wanting to lose it. Not yet. Closing his eyes and gritting his teeth as one hand slithered between them. Not slowing, bucking hard as he gathered Jason's spunk and brought it to his lips. Licking it off as he whimpered. "Not yet not yet not yet."

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Panting, small whimpering sounds as Gabe kept fucking him, his legs weakly tightening on the man's shoulders. Felt Gabe's fingers moving across him, groaning when he realised what his lover was doing.

"Please, Gabe, want it." His words whispered and his voice shaky.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Barely hearing those words, for a moment registering nothing but the slick, hot feel of that still spasming ass around him. But then, in degrees, it broke through and he moaned.

"Anything for you.'

And with that he drive deep and hard. Once. Twice. A third time before his body shoke and trembled with his release.

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Groaning when he feels it, his hand sliding from Gabe's hair to grab hold of his own leg. Shaky, weak, his legs sliding down his lover's arms.

"Love you."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Collapsing against Jason, panting hard and fast as he gathers him into his arms. Holding him tight, kissing along his jaw, his cheek, finally kissing his mouth hard.

"Love you, Jason Schuyler."

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Closing his eyes, hiding his face against Gabe's shoulder, Jason tries not to think.

It's like trying to stop a stampede on foot by yourself, impossible. That same thoughts run through his head now, just like everytime before. How much he loves this man. How he'll do anything for him.

How he wished things were different for them. He hated having to keep things out of sight, having to pretend they were only good friends. But it was necessary, for the ranch's livelyhood.

For Gabe's safety, and his own.

So, he cherished moments like this, when he could just hold Gabe close without worry of someone finding them.

He just wished they could happen in the light as well as the dark.

Sighing, he pushed the thoughts away, softly kissing Gabe's shoulder.

"Scud gonna be upset at you?"

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

This was real. This man in his arms who loved him and needed him as much as Gabriel needed him. This man that wasn't solid and alive and his future. Not his past. Not some dead memory. This was real. This was his.

"I'll make it up to him. I needed you, not him.' Rolling to one side, pulling Jason with him. "If we could be open about things , would you be?"

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He hugs Gabe tighter, trembling at Gabe's question.

"Wishful thinkin', Gabe. Wantin' the impossible. Nothin' good ever came of that." The words are soft, almost muffled against Gabe's skin.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

"Yeah well, I wanted the possible too. A wife. Kids. We see where that got me. Might be time for me to dream a little. Last time I let myself dream? I seduced you in a field and got everything I wanted."

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Smiling, shaking his head. "If that was your idea of seduction, Mr. Sexton, I'd hate to see what a blunt proposition is."

He goes still, thinking. "Yes. If the impossible could happen, yes."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

"Yeah well, I'm not much for that mushy shit, you know that.' A bald faced lie and they both knew it. It was just his version of mushy.

"You don't regret it, do you? I mean, I wasn't even sure you'd be my lover so how could I think we'd end up here?"

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

For all he hated the darkness, he was glad for it many times over this night. It gave him courage to say things he would probably never say anywhere else.

"How could I regret it, when it gave me the person I've been in lust and then love with since I was fifteen? When without it, I'd be alone on some godforsaken ranch with only some half formed fantasies to keep me warm? I love you, Gabe. You're the reason I came back. No, I don't regret it."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Odd how this could never have been done in the bedroom, laying in the bed that they shared most nights. Only here, almost as if strangers and yet speaking of this intense love they shared.

Stroking Jason's hair as he chuckles softly. "I wanted you then too but then it just didn't seem right. And then Rose was falling for Jase and I wasn't sure how you'd handle datin' your future father in law."