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thewolfinsideThis entry is completely OOC
Short and sweet? I'm tired of being the last resort. And sadly enough, this only seems to apply to Jason and my other pard pups.
I'm tired of the phrase 'but I love to rp with you guys' when the only part of 'you guys' being rped with is Willow. More and more I'm beginning to think that the only thing anyone wants with Jason is as an in to Gabe. Play with Jason once here and once there, and you get Gabe whenever you want. I'm tired of everyone saying how much they love to rp with me, when the most rp I've had with anyone other than Will for the last month was a comment or three on a quiz post.
I'm tired of spending all my time posting and getting NOTHING. Because really, if everyone loved to rp with me as much as they say, I wouldn't spend 99% of my time only rping with Willow.
I'm tired of everytime someone does rp with me, within the first three comments or five minutes of aim or irc rp, it's somehow managed to be turned into sex. Yes, my character is a very sexual character. Yes, he can be a horny bastard. NO, not every fucking rp I do has to turn into sex. Which is a lot of the reason why I keep sticking him on hiatus. Just once, I would like the posts to go back to fun stuff. Fun stuff NOT being sex. Fun stuff being, I don't know, paintball fights or water fights or just sitting around drawing on people who pass out during movies.
There's a reason I've only started posting for or replying to certain people. People I know who want to rp something other than sex every fucking time they answer my post. People who don't get upset when I post something saying 'this happened to my character' because I didn't say anything, because those people have been TALKING to me and RPING with me and know what is going on.
Like I said though, I know where I stand.
Now, I'm taking my vicodin and going to bed.
Short and sweet? I'm tired of being the last resort. And sadly enough, this only seems to apply to Jason and my other pard pups.
I'm tired of the phrase 'but I love to rp with you guys' when the only part of 'you guys' being rped with is Willow. More and more I'm beginning to think that the only thing anyone wants with Jason is as an in to Gabe. Play with Jason once here and once there, and you get Gabe whenever you want. I'm tired of everyone saying how much they love to rp with me, when the most rp I've had with anyone other than Will for the last month was a comment or three on a quiz post.
I'm tired of spending all my time posting and getting NOTHING. Because really, if everyone loved to rp with me as much as they say, I wouldn't spend 99% of my time only rping with Willow.
I'm tired of everytime someone does rp with me, within the first three comments or five minutes of aim or irc rp, it's somehow managed to be turned into sex. Yes, my character is a very sexual character. Yes, he can be a horny bastard. NO, not every fucking rp I do has to turn into sex. Which is a lot of the reason why I keep sticking him on hiatus. Just once, I would like the posts to go back to fun stuff. Fun stuff NOT being sex. Fun stuff being, I don't know, paintball fights or water fights or just sitting around drawing on people who pass out during movies.
There's a reason I've only started posting for or replying to certain people. People I know who want to rp something other than sex every fucking time they answer my post. People who don't get upset when I post something saying 'this happened to my character' because I didn't say anything, because those people have been TALKING to me and RPING with me and know what is going on.
Like I said though, I know where I stand.
Now, I'm taking my vicodin and going to bed.
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Date: 12 Jul 2006 02:19 (UTC)If you like, I will play with you more. John and Jason are friends or something and can concievably like, hang out or something sometimes.
*chews on your head*
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Date: 12 Jul 2006 02:46 (UTC)no subject
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Date: 12 Jul 2006 23:18 (UTC)try turnermorgan@hotmail.com: the other one's only used by Trillian.