Jason stands in the middle of his room, looking at his closet, very upset. "What was I thinking to wear this crap? And this room. I need a manservant."
She closes her eyes, sighs as she remembers Willows lips on her neck, the fangs biting into her, the euphoria as she was held and the final kiss Willow left behind, taste of her own blood on her lips..she opens her eyes and snaps back to reality.
..."Oh God such the wrong time fo those thoughts" She shifts slightly on the bed, tries not to shift, to move at all.
"Maybe you ought to meet the guy before you say that Gabriel. Seriously."
Gives him a side glance, not really looking at him, in fact trying very hard not to actually look at him, look into his eyes again. Still human enough to think that if he doesn't see her desire he won't know it's there.
.."heh, very funny Gabriel. And I lived with Raina too. I'm simply telling you..she's nothing like him. There is something WRONG with him."
"It isn't? You forget who yer talking to, Dollface. I have and did do exactly that. Staked vampires. Tore the throats out of other shifters. Remember? I did snuf films for profitand fun."
Arching a brow, almost as if pushing her, goading her.
"Nice to see that heat in you, Dollface. Directed at something other than my libido.'
Smirking, looking almost prideful, proud.
"Remember that feeling, Doll. That feeling of outrage. Of humanity. Because, fucking trust me on this.. If you never fucking listen to another thing I say? That is fucking easy as hell to lose. And you start to forget. Forget what it means. Forget how easy it to be good, to be moral and realize how easy it is to merely win. To control."
Growling softly, reaching up with one nail and digging a deep furrow down the side of his face.
"You forget pain. You forget love. You lose yer goddamn soul. Trust me."
Wincing, almost as if remembering where he was, with whom. Not stopping Leela though for a moment anger and rage flash in his eyes. Almost coming up, taking her down, taking...
Going still, feeling that hot tongue on his skin. 'I'm sorry. Both of you. I'm sorry.'
...voice breaking, she looks into Gabriels eyes. "Why did you do that? You think I can't see that you care? Or are you trying to prove to yourself that you don't? Because if that's what you think you're doing - you're lying.
"I can see the ..I can see you Gabriel. And its not all sweetness and light. But you aren't empty either. You aren't. I'd feel it if you were." She bends down, kisses him on the forehead, holding her lips there for a few moments then pulls away reluctantly.
"Don't do that again Gabriel. It won't convince me and it's a waste of good blood."
"There's only one person I've seen you hurt so far, and he's sitting in front of me". Her hand slowly comes up to stroke his face, touch the edge of the gash in his skin. "And I really wish you'd stop doing it - mentally and physically."
She reluctantly pulls her hand away, fingers red with his blood.
Shivering, wanting to pull away from her touch. But then, seeing her bloodied fingers, his hand captures her wrist, bringing her fingers to his lips and suckling them clean.
"I'm beginning to think maybe this isn't the place for me, Leela.' Using her name, tones low, steady. 'Maybe I should just go back home. To another pard maybe. Something. I thought this was right but...
You have yer making. Jason has what he needs, more so after tonight. Maybe not a place for me, ya know?"
"New place, new start, make your own rules Alpha male. You have done alot in the name of destruction and chaos. And now, you are surrounded by solitary weres, all confused and hurting and alone."
"Are you going to walk away?" Her eyes steady, her tone light.
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:21 (UTC)..."Oh God such the wrong time fo those thoughts" She shifts slightly on the bed, tries not to shift, to move at all.
"Maybe you ought to meet the guy before you say that Gabriel. Seriously."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:23 (UTC)"Yeah, it is a bad time. So close to the moon, who knows what I might do."
But his eyes reflect his smile.
"I don't fear much. I've lived with Raina. And been tormented by Nikolaos. Not much scares me."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:32 (UTC).."heh, very funny Gabriel. And I lived with Raina too. I'm simply telling you..she's nothing like him. There is something WRONG with him."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:36 (UTC)Cheerful. Smiling. Yet the look in his eyes, deadly serious.
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:39 (UTC)"I'd have to ..waitasecond! I just can't go around killing people because they give me the heebyjeebies. It's just not done."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:45 (UTC)and fun."Arching a brow, almost as if pushing her, goading her.
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:50 (UTC)"Newsflash, Gabriel, I'm not you. And I'm not gonna do something like that just because I fucking can. Even if I fucking could"
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:54 (UTC)Smirking, looking almost prideful, proud.
"Remember that feeling, Doll. That feeling of outrage. Of humanity. Because, fucking trust me on this.. If you never fucking listen to another thing I say? That is fucking easy as hell to lose. And you start to forget. Forget what it means. Forget how easy it to be good, to be moral and realize how easy it is to merely win. To control."
Growling softly, reaching up with one nail and digging a deep furrow down the side of his face.
"You forget pain. You forget love. You lose yer goddamn soul. Trust me."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:58 (UTC)"Gabriel, stop it, Stop it Gabriel! Damn, you're bleeding - please stop, you need to.."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:00 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:04 (UTC)Going still, feeling that hot tongue on his skin. 'I'm sorry. Both of you. I'm sorry.'
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:13 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:15 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:05 (UTC)"I can see the ..I can see you Gabriel. And its not all sweetness and light. But you aren't empty either. You aren't. I'd feel it if you were." She bends down, kisses him on the forehead, holding her lips there for a few moments then pulls away reluctantly.
"Don't do that again Gabriel. It won't convince me and it's a waste of good blood."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:12 (UTC)Shifting, forcing himself to put in space between himself and them both.
"I've hurt a lot of people. I don't regret much of it. But that doesn't mean I want to keep doing it. Soul or not."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:15 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:19 (UTC)"I'm sure you could find someo...' Losing his desire to joke about that, merely nodding.
"As you want, pup."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:28 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:17 (UTC)She reluctantly pulls her hand away, fingers red with his blood.
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:20 (UTC)Shivering, wanting to pull away from her touch. But then, seeing her bloodied fingers, his hand captures her wrist, bringing her fingers to his lips and suckling them clean.
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:26 (UTC)"No more, Gabriel. Let's make a deal, you don't hurt yourself in front of me anymore, and I'll ...I'll do something. Whatever."
"Please don't, this place is hard enough without you beating yourself up, there are other people for that."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:33 (UTC)You have yer making. Jason has what he needs, more so after tonight. Maybe not a place for me, ya know?"
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:34 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:37 (UTC)"Stop that."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:43 (UTC)"Are you going to walk away?" Her eyes steady, her tone light.
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