Jason stands in the middle of his room, looking at his closet, very upset. "What was I thinking to wear this crap? And this room. I need a manservant."
"And you don't think I'm not? I'm watching Jason being eaten away by that fucking shit in his head, in his soul. And I don't know how to help him. I have a damn good idea but.. But he's stronger than the one I knew. And as such, I don't know how much his willpower versus my efforts will go."
Shaking his head, hands clenching until tight balls until blood seeps through his fingers.
"Don't worry about me, Doll. No point. I'll sink or swim. There is no other choice. Because another alpha comes through here and wants to take Lil? Or Jason? Hell, maybe Nate, I don't know this Nate well enough to know how Alpha is he. But he tries? I'll either kill or be killed. How it goes. My throat or his."
"But at least you are willing to try. That's a fuck of a lot better than the self destructive verbal beating that I've listened to you say time and time again."
She leans in close, looking up at him, midnight blue eyes full of fire "And I will continue to worry about you until I decide you no longer need me worrying about you. And that will not be for a long time. Get used to it, now."
"I don't know why you'd go through it, Dollface. That's all. Nothing worse than a broken shifter than a broken alpha. And I just don't know how fractured I am."
Leaning closer, kissing her nose.
"I'm going in to holdcheck on my patient. See how he's doing. Joining us or going home?"
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 07:46 (UTC)Shaking his head, hands clenching until tight balls until blood seeps through his fingers.
"Don't worry about me, Doll. No point. I'll sink or swim. There is no other choice. Because another alpha comes through here and wants to take Lil? Or Jason? Hell, maybe Nate, I don't know this Nate well enough to know how Alpha is he. But he tries? I'll either kill or be killed. How it goes. My throat or his."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 07:55 (UTC)She leans in close, looking up at him, midnight blue eyes full of fire "And I will continue to worry about you until I decide you no longer need me worrying about you. And that will not be for a long time. Get used to it, now."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 07:59 (UTC)"I don't know why you'd go through it, Dollface. That's all. Nothing worse than a broken shifter than a broken alpha. And I just don't know how fractured I am."
Leaning closer, kissing her nose.
"I'm going in to
holdcheck on my patient. See how he's doing. Joining us or going home?"no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 08:03 (UTC)