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[thewolfinside]

Jason lays back on his bed, jacket unbuttoned and tie partially undone. They'd accomplished a lot tonight, yet it still felt like they were stuck at square one.

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[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Sighs, lying flat, eyes closing as he smiles.

"Can't call you bitch. Can't wiggle. Who's in charge here?"

But obeying, lying still for Jason.

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Smirks, leans down and bites Gabriel on the ass.

"Me at the moment."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

The sound he makes almost girlie, biting his lip as he fights not to wriggle, not to grind and buck back.

"As you wish, Sir.'

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Chuckles and scoots up, starting to massage Gabriel's neck and shoulders.

"So, about this keeping me to yourself..."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Purring, letting it rumble through him at Jason's touch.

"Can't hear you. Purring too loud.'

The were equivalant of the lalalala, I can't hear you method of avoidance.

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Jason stops and sits still.

"Gabriel..."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

The purr almost dies like an engine cut off.

"Okay, what about it?"

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Runs his hands up and down Gabriel's back, drawing nonsensical designs.

"...did you mean it?"

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Eyes still closed, unable to stop the soft purr at Jason's touch.

"Aight, not doing this shit again. Yeah, it was said as a joke but yeah. But..."

Canting his head, looking back at him.

"I know the man you are, Jason. I'm not kiddin' myself. Yeah, love you and all that. But not lookin to play the jealousy card and shit on ya either. I can be happy with whatever... long as yer part of whatever."

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Leans over and kisses Gabriel between the shoulder blades, the rests his head there.

"I still love her Gabe, as much as I love you... Promised her."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Silent a long moment, just feeling Jason against him, reveling in that.

"I know you do, pup. And I knew that goin' into this. It's why I didn't say a damn thing when I realized I loved you. And it's why when I said that, which was as a joke about that internet shit, I wished I hadn't."

Falling quiet once more.

"I'm not sure I could do it. I know I want Leela. I like her above that. Yeah, if we ever got to that point and all? I could do it... but I know you, kid. And I wouldn't ask.'

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Jason is quiet for a while.

"So, tell me how to break a witch's heart without getting my balls hexed off? I'm kinda attached to them."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Stiffening beneath Jason, taking a long moment to realize he wasn't breathing.

"Jason? Uhmm, apparently I'm losing my fuckin' mind. What did you just say?"

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Sits up and sighs, really glad Gabriel isn't looking at him.

"She's... I'm pretty sure she's the type who wouldn't share. I ca...won't give you up."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Staying face down, realizing Jason had set this up to make things easier. Him, looking away.

"Honesty here, pup... Would it make yer life better, easier, if I did let you go. Let you wait for her to get her head out of her ass and realize the catch she has?"

Trying hard to keep his tones neutral and even. Almost suceeding.

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

"No."

Sighs and moves of off Gabriel, curling up beside him. "Nothing is going to make it easier. She loves him, she feels something for me."

Looks over at Gabriel. "I can't put my life on hold waiting for her anymore. It almost killed me last time."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Not even moving. Wanting to, tense, trying not to push.

"So what do you want, pup? Not me. Not this Wanda. Not the pard. Leela. Lil. Anyone. What does Jason want? Ya know, since yer already taller.'

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Smiles and shakes his head. "I'm never going to live that down, am I?"

Rolls onto his back and stares at the ceiling. "Family. Safety. Home. Love. That's what I want. Shit I haven't had in years."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

"Nope. But I still think yer hot either way so I don't care."

Shifting, raising up on his elbows, careful not to touch, merely looking down into Jason's face.

"I'm tryin' on all four counts. But seriously? I want ya happy. That's what love means. If you aren't happy with me... I want to help you find it.'

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

"I am happy with you. If I wasn't, I sure as hell wouldn't be here right now."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Sighing hard.

"God, hadn't realized how badly I feared that answer. Be honest with her, kid. Lovin' me doesn't change yer feelings for her. I wouldn't want it to."

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Smirks and wiggles a bit.

"Now, we've had 'The Talk'. Why am I still in this damn outfit?"

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Laughing softly.

"I'm not sure what the fuck we figured out. Yer dumping the pale girl? We're exclusive? I got lost somewhere around... Fuck, I just told him to fuckin' leave me. I'm slow like that.'

Grinning, leaning down to kiss him softly.

"And because yer mean to me?"

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

"I can't dump her, I never had her, but I'm not going to worry about it anymore. And yeah, no one else for me unless you're there."

Returns the kiss, running a hand through Gabriel's hair.

"Then get it off of me."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Sliding his body over Jason's, straddling him this time as he unbuttoned the shirt.

"Same here, pup. Which means I write off Dollface. I doubt yer into incest and I'm... Well, I was gonna let Dawnie call me Daddy."

Chuckling, sliding lower to work on undoing his pants. "Make yerself useful and slide out of that shirt."