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[thewolfinside]

[thewolfJason] You keep looking at me funny.
[maximoff_girl] .... You've.... You're a /guy/.
* maximoff_girl is like 'tact? What's that?'
[thewolfJason] *nods* Yes, I am.
[maximoff_girl] .... yep.
[thewolfJason] So, what's with stating the obvious?
[maximoff_girl] ... Just.... I had a lot of... information offered to me today. I'm still.. uhm, processing.
[thewolfJason] *nods, obviously confused* Information about what?
[maximoff_girl] .... sex?
[thewolfJason] Oh. Um, who? Or do you want to say?
[thewolfJason] *takes a drink*
[maximoff_girl] Who? Who what- oh. You mean... Lil.
* thewolfJason chokes on his soda. "L-lil?"
* thewolfJason coughs several times. "You... and LIL?"
* maximoff_girl is like O.o and pats him on the back. "... yeah. She was- great. I really needed some- help and I asked, and she was... So nice and..."
[maximoff_girl] ... I appreciated her helping me. She even brought in a professional...
* maximoff_girl blushes slightly.
[maximoff_girl] ... I, uhm, needed alot of help, I guess...
* thewolfJason just STARES at Wanda. "...professional."
* maximoff_girl nods. "She was nice. Said I could come back any time I needed anything else.... Not sure I want to, but it was nice of her to, uhm, offer, right?
* maximoff_girl does not know why she's getting this look from Jason. Shifts slightly.
* thewolfJason looks upset. "I'm going to KILL HER."
* maximoff_girl now looks up set too. "Kill... why? She was- I /asked/ for her help! Please don't-!"
[thewolfJason] Wanda, if you wanted to learn about sex, Lil didn't need to take you to a prostitute.
[maximoff_girl] ... pro... prostitute? What? Cathrine was a prostitute?!
* maximoff_girl looks stricken. O.o
[thewolfJason] ...wait. Hold up. Who did Lil say she was taking you to?
[maximoff_girl] A friend of hers- a doctor... Cathrine Morgan or something...?
* maximoff_girl looks embarassed and like... Uhm? Please don't hurt anyone-ish
[thewolfJason] *sighs and shakes his head* Okay, sorry. Yeah. Just the way it sounded. *smiles at her* Don't worry about it. She was a doctor, I just took everything wrong.
[maximoff_girl] .... sorry?
[thewolfJason] No, my fault. *grins* Just, had my mind in the gutter for a moment.
[maximoff_girl] ... Ah.
* maximoff_girl sits back down, sips her soda.
[maximoff_girl] ... so.
[thewolfJason] So, she took you to a doctor to lean about sex. *nods* Better than what I was thinking. *chuckles*
[maximoff_girl] Yes. *wanda nods, attemtps a smile*
[maximoff_girl] You've... not been up to much, besides the insanity, then?
* thewolfJason starts to shake his head, then stops. "...Gabriel."
[maximoff_girl] I've... only met him briefly. Is he moving in?
[thewolfJason] ...he pretty much has.
[maximoff_girl] That's nice. He seems... nice. Lil says he's you're new boss-type?
[thewolfJason] Alpha. *takes a deep breath* And more.
[maximoff_girl] Alpha. Dominate. Leader.
[thewolfJason] *nods and looks down* And lover.
* maximoff_girl blinks.
[maximoff_girl] .... ah.
[maximoff_girl] That's... *swallos*... Uhm. So nice. For you. Happy. *shakes her head, trying to clear it.* I'm happy for you, I mean.
* thewolfJason looks up at her. "You don't sound too happy."
[maximoff_girl] ... I don't have- the right not to be.
[thewolfJason] *sighs and closes his eyes* ...I can't put my life on hold anymore Wanda. I can't live like that.
[maximoff_girl] I know. I don't... I don't want you to.
[maximoff_girl] I want everything to be- easy. Happy. If that's... If that's you with Gabe, and me with Novak, then... everyone's happy, right?
[thewolfJason] ...are you happy with Novak?
[maximoff_girl] ...
[maximoff_girl] ...
[maximoff_girl] When... When he's here, and I'm actually /with/ him.... yes.
[thewolfJason] And the rest of the time?
[maximoff_girl] ... I'm lonely. ... anymore.
* maximoff_girl shrugs.
[maximoff_girl] he has to work.
[thewolfJason] *sighs and looks down at the couch* Honestly, Wanda, how do you feel about him?
[maximoff_girl] I like him. I'm attracted to him.
[thewolfJason] *nods*
[maximoff_girl] ...
* maximoff_girl shrugs.
[thewolfJason] So, he makes you happy.
[maximoff_girl] ... Y-yes.
* maximoff_girl sounds... uncertain
[thewolfJason] *shrugs and sighs* I just want you to be happy, all the time. Not occasionally.
[maximoff_girl] ... I'm- I'm not going to tell him that he has to give up his enitre life for me. That's-... That's just wrong.
[thewolfJason] *shakes his head* I'm not saying that.
[maximoff_girl] Then- what are you saying... I'm sorry, I'm not good at... putting things together. Espically not today.
[thewolfJason] I'm just saying I want you to be happy, like I am.
[maximoff_girl] ... With Gabe.
[thewolfJason] *nods*
* maximoff_girl sighs, and looks at her hands.
[maximoff_girl] ... I wish I was more like you...
[thewolfJason] What do you mean?
[maximoff_girl] ... you know what you want. You've got- experience in the world. You handle things. You /help./
* maximoff_girl hunches.
[maximoff_girl] ... I only complicate things...
[thewolfJason] No, you don't. And being experienced doesn't mean I always know what I want.
[maximoff_girl] ... well you /seem/ to know what you're doing. You've got... such a confident aura...
[thewolfJason] *laughs* Only recently. And just because a person knows what they want, doesn't mean they're happy.
* maximoff_girl blinks.
[maximoff_girl] ... .... So then- .... what?
* maximoff_girl holds her head between her hands.
[maximoff_girl] I'm so confused.
* maximoff_girl sighs
[maximoff_girl] What do /you/ want?
[thewolfJason] *bites his lip, having already answered this once tonight* Family. Safety. Home. Love.
[maximoff_girl] That's very general, Jason.
[thewolfJason] But it's what I WANT. Gabriel gives me that.
* maximoff_girl nods. "So you want Gabriel then."
[thewolfJason] In a perfect world? I'd have you and Gabriel, but the world isn't perfect. I'm happy with what I have.
[maximoff_girl] .... Like how Pietro has Sennyo and Nate?
[thewolfJason] *nods* Yeah.
[maximoff_girl] ... I'm.... I don't know how to do that. I don't even /know/ Gabe.
[thewolfJason] *shrugs* I know. You'll meet him eventually. And Wanda, I'm not expecting that.
[maximoff_girl] Everone I ask... They ask me- "Why don't you just have both" and I.... I don't know how
* maximoff_girl laments
[thewolfJason] Have both what?
[maximoff_girl] Both... You and Novak *quietly*
* maximoff_girl glows lightly
[thewolfJason] *blinks at the image* As interesting as that idea sounds... I don't think Novak and I would get along that way.
[maximoff_girl] .... Which is what I keep telling people. I don't think they beleive me.
* maximoff_girl sighs, depressed slightly
[thewolfJason] *shakes his head* Sorry, I just couldn't have sex with Novak.
[maximoff_girl] .... O.o
* maximoff_girl puts her hands on the side of her head. There's that chart again. Ooh. Bad mental image.
[maximoff_girl] ...ggek
[thewolfJason] *blinks* Wanda, what's wrong?
[maximoff_girl] Bad... mental... bog.... image.... ].O
[thewolfJason] *chuckles* I didn't realise we were that unappealing together.
[maximoff_girl] ....
* maximoff_girl looks ill to her stomach.
[maximoff_girl] Not so much... that, so much as... I just got... the charts... and- some other things... explained... Eeeechhh...
* maximoff_girl shakes her hands, as if trying to shake something off them. "Bad, bad.
[thewolfJason] Ah, I understand. The doctor showed you all those pretty charts with the little things on them that are inside of the body? Hey, at least you didn't have to watch the sex ed video.
* maximoff_girl gives him a look. "I don't... don't want to see a video."
[maximoff_girl] .... reeeally don't want- to see. O.o
[thewolfJason] *shakes his head* Trust me, I NEVER want to see it again. First all the diagrams, then the monkeys having sex, then a baby being born.
[maximoff_girl] M-monkeys?
[maximoff_girl] ew. No. NO. /No/
[maximoff_girl] Discription was... enough. More than enough.
[thewolfJason] *smiles* Yeah, image poor me, fifteen, sitting in a classroom watching that.
[maximoff_girl] .... *weakly* Have I m-mentioned I'm glad I've never gone to public schooling...?
[thewolfJason] Nope, never said anything, but I can understand. From what I heard, they show another one to the girls, it's all about babies and birthing and... a friend of mine swore off ever having kids after that.
* maximoff_girl makes that gesture like shaking off something invisible again. "Understandable. Completely... understandable."
[thewolfJason] *laughs* So, besides introducing you to a doctor, what else have you and Lil been talking about.
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[maximoff_girl] ... Uhm. Just sex. And... related things.
* maximoff_girl blushes.
[thewolfJason] *blinks* ...related things?
[maximoff_girl] It's.... yeah. I asked her because I didn't have that much to loose...
[thewolfJason] *bites his lip* If you don't want to talk about it...
* maximoff_girl shrugs
[maximoff_girl] Just- babies and birth control. She... She... yeah. *looks at hands, flushing worce now. MUCH worce*
[thewolfJason] Ah, girl talk. Yeah. *looks around, wanting to change the subject* So, how's work?
* maximoff_girl wibbels. Looks like she's could cry all of a sudden. "H-horrible."
* thewolfJason moves quickly, gathering Wanda into his arms for a hug. "Hey, what happened?"
[maximoff_girl] H-he's missing...
* maximoff_girl lets herself be comforted.
[thewolfJason] Who is?
[maximoff_girl] F-father. Magneto.
[thewolfJason] He's just missing, right?
* maximoff_girl wibbles some more. "... I d-... don't know. We're nuh-not alloud to look for h-him."
* maximoff_girl clings slightly.
* thewolfJason rubs her back, trying to calm her. "Hey, if anything happened, you would know. I can't see him not letting any know if something was wrong."
[maximoff_girl] ... I h-hope you're right...
* maximoff_girl sniffs. "S-sorry... I'm j-just... I'm so s-scared. "
* thewolfJason nods and kisses Wanda on the head. "I know. He'll show up though."
* maximoff_girl nods, sniffing a bit. ".... Y-yeah."
[maximoff_girl] .... uhm. Do you work?
[thewolfJason] ...work? Me? No, I live off of what money I have left over from before, and some investments.
[maximoff_girl] Ah. S-so I can't ask you how work is going then... can I?
[thewolfJason] No. ...I need to get back though. Are you going to be okay here, or are you going back to the apartment?
[maximoff_girl] ... I'm going back to the appartment...
* maximoff_girl sighs.
[maximoff_girl] ... I don't suppose you know where I can find a black lamb?
[thewolfJason] *blinks* Black lamb? You lost me.
[maximoff_girl] ... I want to do a protection spell for Pietro and myself. So that we'll be safe out side the appartment from D-dream.
[maximoff_girl] I need a black lamb to sacrifice, though.
[thewolfJason] Ah, I'll check around for you. Maybe Hermes knows where to find one.
[maximoff_girl] ... Perhaps.
* maximoff_girl stands.
[maximoff_girl] ... I'm going to bed.
[maximoff_girl] Goodnight Jason...
[thewolfJason] 'night Wanda.
* maximoff_girl slinks out of the basment, saddly
* thewolfJason shakes his head and heads out, needing to hit a bar or two.

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