I hate him, that little fucking pet of Nate's. Hate them. ...and I'm so angry with her, worried about her.
Told Gabe he had to tell her, that it was better it came from him. At least he knows the history, the feelings, the truth of what happened. It's better she knows the whole story intead of getting just what they want to tell her.
I'm scared that I'm going to lose them. That she won't forgive him this time.
I'm not stupid, I know that if I hadn't asked him to stay that night... He loves her, always will.
And it'll kill him to lose her.
He closes the journal and curls up in the center of the bed, the book laying in front of him. He stares at the wall, trying not to cry or scream.
Told Gabe he had to tell her, that it was better it came from him. At least he knows the history, the feelings, the truth of what happened. It's better she knows the whole story intead of getting just what they want to tell her.
I'm scared that I'm going to lose them. That she won't forgive him this time.
I'm not stupid, I know that if I hadn't asked him to stay that night... He loves her, always will.
And it'll kill him to lose her.
He closes the journal and curls up in the center of the bed, the book laying in front of him. He stares at the wall, trying not to cry or scream.
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