"It was... It was when things first seemed to be going from fucking to dating. When I realized it wasn't just heat and need and lust and that I was fallin for ya. Knowin I had made that promise and couldn't have ya and...'
Letting the words trail off, trying to figure the best way to say it.
"I... I went back to my St. Louis. Was gonna go back to my life. I stepped outta the nexus portal, felt my heart break and came back."
Biting at his lip, looking over Jason's shoulder.
"Alright. I can't promise that. I can't say it won't. But.. .I have ever reason in the world to survive it, pup. And I'm lookin at it.'
Eyes shifting, unable to stop his smile.
"And if that doesn't win me the cheesy award... But I mean every word of it."
"It feels like another lifetime, Jason. Lame as that sounds. Before us. Before we were... this. Boyfriends? Lovers? I don't even know what to call it. Just... us."
Tugging on Jason's hand, pulling him closer.
"Even if I fuckin' pass out, curl up in a damn ball and cry? I will fuckin crawl on my hands and knees to come home to you. I promise."
"I want some time, just us. Not the pard. Not Zhilbar and Emma and Cissa collapsing and all of it. Just you and I. And if you feel at yer wit's end then? Only I'm gonna see it.. and we'll get through it."
"I can actually make that happen. I take my licks, we figure out what the fuck we're doin about Zsa Zsa and then go? Not like we can't afford it, Pup.'
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 04:52 (UTC)Letting the words trail off, trying to figure the best way to say it.
"I... I went back to my St. Louis. Was gonna go back to my life. I stepped outta the nexus portal, felt my heart break and came back."
Biting at his lip, looking over Jason's shoulder.
"Alright. I can't promise that. I can't say it won't. But.. .I have ever reason in the world to survive it, pup. And I'm lookin at it.'
Eyes shifting, unable to stop his smile.
"And if that doesn't win me the cheesy award... But I mean every word of it."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 05:05 (UTC)"You were just going to leave..."
Looks up at him, biting his lip.
"You do?"
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 05:54 (UTC)Sighing, reaching for Jason once more but leaving it up to him to move closer.
"But I came back. I came back because I couldn't be without you. I need you, Jason. It's more than love. I need you.'
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 05:57 (UTC)Sits there, holding onto Gabriel's hand.
"...need you too."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 06:06 (UTC)Tugging on Jason's hand, pulling him closer.
"Even if I fuckin' pass out, curl up in a damn ball and cry? I will fuckin crawl on my hands and knees to come home to you. I promise."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 06:13 (UTC)"...have someone call me? I'll come and get you."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 06:19 (UTC)Looking rather sheepish, apparently bothered by his earlier break down.
"And then? Soon as I'm better..."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 06:21 (UTC)"Didn't bother me."
Looks up, a bit confused.
"What?"
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 06:23 (UTC)"I want some time, just us. Not the pard. Not Zhilbar and Emma and Cissa collapsing and all of it. Just you and I. And if you feel at yer wit's end then? Only I'm gonna see it.. and we'll get through it."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 06:24 (UTC)"Okay."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 06:33 (UTC)"If you could have any one thing right now? What would it be?"
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 06:40 (UTC)no subject
Date: 5 Jul 2005 06:42 (UTC)"I can actually make that happen. I take my licks, we figure out what the fuck we're doin about Zsa Zsa and then go? Not like we can't afford it, Pup.'
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 06:55 (UTC)"Give her a treat for pulling her punch? And I definately want to buy an island."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:01 (UTC)"Will she do a trick?' Smirking. 'And sounds good. Unless it's yer island and yers alone."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:05 (UTC)"Yeah, she begs on command. And what's the fun of having an island if you can't share?"
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:08 (UTC)Smiling, eyes half hooded with the joy of the moment.
"Having a place to bury the bodies?"
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:12 (UTC)Turns a bit, looking up at Gabriel.
"Nope, makes the island smell funny. That's what the shark bays are for."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:14 (UTC)"Funny, huh? Why do I think she'll kick my ass for tryin it?"
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:22 (UTC)"No."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:24 (UTC)"What would I have to do to make you beg on command?"
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:26 (UTC)"Ask."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:31 (UTC)"But then it's not command, it's on yer need to make me whimper."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:32 (UTC)"Then tell me too."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 07:32 (UTC)"Come on Jason, be home and awake, bro"
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