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[thewolfinside]

Jason stumbles through the front door of the cabin and shuts the door quietly behind him. Slowly makes his way to the bathroom and leans against the sink. He digs around in the cabinet, pulling out a bottle. His hands are shaking badly and he drops it, cursing but relieved that it didn't break. Turns it rightside up on the counter and tries to open it. Can't get it open, shaking badly, tears running.

He just wants to sleep.

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[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

"Shhh. Baby. Here.'

Heard the door, couldn't get through the house fast enough. Coming up behind Jason, one arm snaking around his waist. Taking the bottle with the other, peering at the label in the dim light.

"What's wrong, baby? And what are these?"

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Leans back against Gabriel, shaking and closing his eyes.

"Tranqs. Out of the Dreamless."

Turns, wrapping his arms around Gabriel, crying.

"Want to sleep."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

"Oh baby.. Oh god."

Wincing, arms wrapping snuggly around Jason.

"I'm sorry. Shhh. Okay. okay.'

Fumbling with the bottle while trying to hold Jason, finally getting it open.

'Take them, pup. If you need. I'll stay with you. Promise. Yours. Here. Shhhh.'

And, as with most men, an utter klutz when a loved one cries.

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Turns long enough to take the bottle and set it on the counter, knocking it over and taking one of the pills. Swallows the pill dry and turns back, clinging the Gabriel.

"needyou"

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

"Here, baby. God. Swear it. Always.'

Cradling Jason to him a moment before leaning back. Dipping, scooping Jason up into his arms. Carrying him and laying him down, drawing the covers up to his chin before slipping beneath them with him.

"Need you too, pup. Love you so fuckin much."

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Curls up into Gabriel, shaking still. Lays there, eyes closed, waiting for the traquilizers to kick in. Trying to keep everything in the back of his head.

"Hurts."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

"I know, pup. I know. I'm so sorry. Shouldn't have made a deal about it. Should have let you wear out of it. So sorry."

Arms tight around him, tucking that blonde head beneath his chin.

"Think about the good things, pup. You and me. That Island. The pard. Just focus on us."

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Nods and sniffs, focusing on Gabriel. His scent, the feel of him. Slowly starts to calm as the tranqs kick in. Drifts off to sleep.

"Love you..."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Laying there. Awake. No desire for sleep. Wanting nothing but what he has. Jason. In his arms. Eyes closed, face nuzzled into his golden hair.

Thinking.

About Elizabeth. What he lost.

And everything more that he gained.

"I love you, Jasonpup."