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9 July 2005 22:36![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thewolfinsideJason quickly unbuttons his shirt and takes it off, tossing it on a chair as they walk into the villa.
He sits on the couch, looking up at Gabriel.
"Sit, please?"
He sits on the couch, looking up at Gabriel.
"Sit, please?"
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 03:42 (UTC)"You don't gotta do this, pup. Fuck it. I'm sorry."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 03:44 (UTC)"I need to. We need to."
He leans back against the couch and watches Gabriel.
"So, if that's not what you meant, what did you mean?"
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 03:57 (UTC)"Kid it wasn't thinkin ya were usin me for sex. It was about age differences and life and... You don't need another asshole in yer life. Specially not one you've had shit with in yer past."
Shaking his head, slumping.
"Yer... Aight, here I go with the sap shit again, okay? Just.. take it for it's words and not the sap... I just worry yer gonna get bored with me around. Beyond my emotional shit, beyond the suicidal crap. Down to what I'm lookin for, and my possessiveness and the jealousy and all that shit."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:06 (UTC)"And I keep wondering when you're going to realise that you're life back there was better than this, better than dealing with my shit and decide to leave me."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:09 (UTC)Turning on the sofa, facing Jason fully.
"Seriously? What's back there? Death? Sellin out my pard? A pard that fears me, hates me, wants me dead? Sex, sure. But no emotion. No one givin a fuck if I live or die. No one that could give a flying fuck if I put a bullet through my eye or not? What the fuck, Jason? What the hell is out there than is better than what I've got? A family. A home. A pard. You! Who the fuck could ever give me what you do?"
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:11 (UTC)"I-I don't know. Maybe you'd want to go back to a pard that obeys you. A-another me without all the shit..."
He trails off, sniffling, looking very lost at the moment.
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:16 (UTC)Shaking himself, angry, confused.
"The Jason back home, not MY Jason, but the one back home? Is a prick. A joke cracking asshole that would bang almost anything. But me. WEll, sure there were others but.. hates me. With a passion. What I did to him? Might be why. Not tellin ya though. Cause that will never, ever fuckin happin with you. I love you, goddamnit."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:18 (UTC)"Then why won't you believe that I love you. That I won't leave?"
Pulls his knees up to his chest, wrapping his arms around them.
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:23 (UTC)"I believe you love me. I just don't get why you'd want me. I'm... I'm a broken toy, pup."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:34 (UTC)"No, you're not."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:39 (UTC)"Baby? It's true. I'm tryin so hard to hold it together and I keep waitin for the floor to fall out. What the fuck do I give you that... Why did you say you'd be dead?"
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:44 (UTC)"Because I gave up. I didn't care anymore. She could have shown up and told me to heel and I would have obeyed. And then..."
He trails off, shrugging.
"Wasn't expecting you."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:49 (UTC)Shaking his head, refusing to cry.
"I was gonna die to keep you from her. Let her have me. And now? Now that you have me? Now what?"
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:51 (UTC)"You stay. You stay with me, with the pard. We love you, I NEED you. I don't want to..."
He sniffs a bit, shaking his head.
"Don't want you to leave me. Love you."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 04:59 (UTC)Reaching out, dragging him closer.
"I love you. I ain't gettin over that. I can't. I just... I need to be with you. Hell, I hate when we're apart for the little shit. Hows that for obsessive?"
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 05:00 (UTC)"That's love. Obsession is following me around, recording my every move."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 05:02 (UTC)"So, I should get rid of the private detective?"
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 05:04 (UTC)"Whatever you want."
He's quiet for a moment, the starts talking softly.
"I love you, you know that. It's...everything feels right with you. I don't have to be the big brother or the best friend or the pet. I can freak out, be me and you don't care."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 05:09 (UTC)Rolling his eyes, knowing how cheesy he sounds.
"With you I have it all."
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 05:13 (UTC)He leans against Gabriel, curling up and trying to stay awake.
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 05:18 (UTC)"Love you, pup. Mine. My pretty ickle puppy.'
Snickering, ducking down against the arm of the couch, tugging Jason with him.
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 05:36 (UTC)"Tired. Emotions wear me out. Along with that really involved breakfast this morning. Did you have to eat waffles off my stomach?"
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 05:41 (UTC)Yanking him a little closer, cuddling tightly to his lover.
"So here or actually go to bed?"
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Date: 10 Jul 2005 05:43 (UTC)no subject
Date: 10 Jul 2005 05:59 (UTC)Smirking, eyes closing as he held Jason close.