For a moment it feels like he is going to leave - just walk out..but then she is in his arms and he his holding her again, kissing her again.. and his words - his words.. No, no beloved, don't think that, no. I'm not dying, not .. His lips hard on hers, hurting, hungry.
I will not leave you, beloved, we are together, never again, not again - not you, won't ever leave you..
Letting her feel the love, the need, and the fear that possessed him in that moment. Holding her tight, kissing her feverently as he let it wash over her, followed by just desire, just love, just her. His.
She stilled then nearly burst into tears again, feeling his love for her, his anguish and overwhelming fear for her safety, and his desire for her, who she was, what she was - she was...his.
beloved, be calm - beloved.. She finally found the strength to pull away from that kiss, to pull back, to look into his eyes. Beloved, we cannot remain like this alnight. I must sleep sometime and you likely need to feed -
Shivering at the sensation, his tongue on her back. Sudden memories of another time, another person - quickly pushed down, and the sensations themselves felt.
With that, and the mark opened wide, she feels the pleasure his lips brings - sends the emotion, and the feeling through to him, wanting him to feel what his closeness, what his touch does to her, wanting him to feel the need rising within.
Caressing gently as his tongue leaves her back, smoothing, tender touches as he kisses the back of her neck.
"If you are asked? Perhaps tell them that you are part of a new triumverate but that the others are as new as you and that Monsieur Rapist is merely training you to were life for your vampiric Master."
Mmmmhmmm, that sounds wondef - what did you say?"She leans up on her elbows and looks at him.
"Asher - beloved, please don't say that. For all that has happened if I can forgive and move on - I'm the one that asked that my back be torn. I'm the one that asked them to do it - to stay true to the story."
"He asked to hold me to - help me bear the pain of getting my back ripped open again. He didn't have to Asher. But he wanted to help me - please don't call him that."
Pushing herself away from him and off the bed, standing so quickly that she sees spots in front of her eyes. Trying to focus, she shakes her head and glares at him.
"Wait just a fucking minute. He made a mistake - I was there, we both know it. The beast got control. But it hurt both of us, not just me. It hurt him too. I was inside his head, Asher. He knows what he did - and so do I. Nothing is going to take away from the fact that it happened. I'm getting over it, healing."
"And he is helping me heal. Just as I am helping him. This has nothing to do with continued violation or disrespect. I had the opportunity to leave the pard. I had the opportunity to choose another alpha."
"I won't do it. I care about these people, my brother - I care about him too much. And if I can learn to live again, to move beyond it..then dammit you do to."
"I may be marked by you - I may be yours, Asher - but I will remain true to myself no matter what."
She stares in shock, her face turning pale. Seeing the hard look on Gabe's face behind him, her face falls, and she lowers her head to look at the floor.
Her voice dead, cold. "Asher, please - I would like you to go home. Please leave. I - will be in contact with - I'll call you later. Please."
She turns silently, and slowly makes her way out to the porch, starts walking away towards her house - her clothes, everything left behind.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 07:09 (UTC)I will not leave you, beloved, we are together, never again, not again - not you, won't ever leave you..
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 07:13 (UTC)Letting her feel the love, the need, and the fear that possessed him in that moment. Holding her tight, kissing her feverently as he let it wash over her, followed by just desire, just love, just her. His.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 07:24 (UTC)beloved, be calm - beloved.. She finally found the strength to pull away from that kiss, to pull back, to look into his eyes. Beloved, we cannot remain like this alnight. I must sleep sometime and you likely need to feed -
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 07:28 (UTC)Guiding her to the bed, gently laying her on her stomach. Looking down at her back, seeing the seeping wounds.
"This is all I will take tonight. When you return? I shall feed once more."
Laying beside her though the bed reeked of the weres, lapping at the wounds, gathering every drop until they stopped bleeding.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 07:38 (UTC)With that, and the mark opened wide, she feels the pleasure his lips brings - sends the emotion, and the feeling through to him, wanting him to feel what his closeness, what his touch does to her, wanting him to feel the need rising within.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 07:44 (UTC)"If you are asked? Perhaps tell them that you are part of a new triumverate but that the others are as new as you and that Monsieur Rapist is merely training you to were life for your vampiric Master."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 07:52 (UTC)"Asher - beloved, please don't say that. For all that has happened if I can forgive and move on - I'm the one that asked that my back be torn. I'm the one that asked them to do it - to stay true to the story."
"He asked to hold me to - help me bear the pain of getting my back ripped open again. He didn't have to Asher. But he wanted to help me - please don't call him that."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 07:56 (UTC)"As you wish, My Lady. It is your life, your choice and your body he violates and disrespects. You are right, I have no say.'
Stiff, rising to once more pick up the damp rag, carefully dabbing at her back once more.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 08:08 (UTC)"Wait just a fucking minute. He made a mistake - I was there, we both know it. The beast got control. But it hurt both of us, not just me. It hurt him too. I was inside his head, Asher. He knows what he did - and so do I. Nothing is going to take away from the fact that it happened. I'm getting over it, healing."
"And he is helping me heal. Just as I am helping him. This has nothing to do with continued violation or disrespect. I had the opportunity to leave the pard. I had the opportunity to choose another alpha."
"I won't do it. I care about these people, my brother - I care about him too much. And if I can learn to live again, to move beyond it..then dammit you do to."
"I may be marked by you - I may be yours, Asher - but I will remain true to myself no matter what."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 08:10 (UTC)"Leela, take him and go home."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 08:15 (UTC)No words of apology, inclining his head.
"A good morn to you both and please... keep her safe on this mission. I apologize for bringing this to your home, Monsiuer Schuyler."
No mention of apology for what he had actually said, just where and how.
Turning on heel, walking out of the bedroom.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 08:25 (UTC)Her voice dead, cold. "Asher, please - I would like you to go home. Please leave. I - will be in contact with - I'll call you later. Please."
She turns silently, and slowly makes her way out to the porch, starts walking away towards her house - her clothes, everything left behind.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 08:27 (UTC)He drops a card on the floor in his wake. The legend in dark, bold letters.
Carnal Idolatry