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thewolfinsideHe stand under the shower, letting the the water rain over him. He had stayed up all night, keeping Gabe calm so he could calm Nathaniel. Eventually the terrified boy, for that's what he still was, fell into an exhausted sleep, allowing Jason to send Gabriel to the bedroom with him. Shortly after, Leela had shown up to pick up Tom, Nate left right after her.
He quickly dries off and walks into the bedroom, stops. Gabriel, with Nathaniel wrapped around him like a frightened child, Vivian and Zane, asleep. Four kitties cuddled in bed, their bed, with no room for a puppy.
He smiles sadly and walks through the house, checking on the others. Cherry and the twins, curled up in the second bedroom. Lil, Jubilee and Scud on the fold out in the living room.
He feeds Corona and Crown, smiling at the 'These are NOT food, they are PETS' sign that Lil put on their cage. Picks up a blanket off the couch, wrapping it around himself. He steps out the patio, watching the sun rise over the lake.
He needs Gabe so badly, he's in tears. Needs to prove to himself with more than just his eyes that Gabriel is okay, but they need him more. Need him to heal. Wiping the tears from his face, he curls up on a deck chair and falls into a fitful sleep.
He quickly dries off and walks into the bedroom, stops. Gabriel, with Nathaniel wrapped around him like a frightened child, Vivian and Zane, asleep. Four kitties cuddled in bed, their bed, with no room for a puppy.
He smiles sadly and walks through the house, checking on the others. Cherry and the twins, curled up in the second bedroom. Lil, Jubilee and Scud on the fold out in the living room.
He feeds Corona and Crown, smiling at the 'These are NOT food, they are PETS' sign that Lil put on their cage. Picks up a blanket off the couch, wrapping it around himself. He steps out the patio, watching the sun rise over the lake.
He needs Gabe so badly, he's in tears. Needs to prove to himself with more than just his eyes that Gabriel is okay, but they need him more. Need him to heal. Wiping the tears from his face, he curls up on a deck chair and falls into a fitful sleep.
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 17:15 (UTC)WRONG! So wrong. Not right.
Whimpering, raising his head and remembering. All of it. The rescue. Nathaniel. Jason. His jason. His love.
Slowly, carefully, he extracates himself from the pile. Padding barefoot and naked through the house, peeking in on the others. First the strays and then his pard. He'd never say it to their face but that was how he thought. He'd brought home strays, the kids here were his pard.
And this, this beautiful, charming, sexy man curled up in a deck chair, was his future husband. His lover. His best friends. His pup.
Curling down onto the deck, hands gentle but insistant as he pulled Jason from the chair and into his arms. Holding him tight, practically wrapping himself around his love. The tears fell. Silent. Amazed.
He'd made it. He was home. And they would have their life. Theirs.
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 18:50 (UTC)"Mine?" Whispered, unsure now with the others here.
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 18:57 (UTC)"I know I already asked but.. Marry me?"
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 19:06 (UTC)"Yes."
Tightens his hold on hislover, breathing in his scent.
"Love you."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 19:10 (UTC)Cradling him close, kissing the top of his head.
"You are my heart, Jason. Thank you for puttin up with the strays."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 19:12 (UTC)"They need you to heal."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 19:16 (UTC)Emphasizing that last word, reaching up to tug hard on Jason's hair.
"And that you weren't in bed this morning, didn't drag me out here with you? Hurt, baby. Don't desert me now."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 19:21 (UTC)"I'm not deserting you, I was giving you guys room. Zane and Viv are hurt, and Nathaniel wouldn't let go."
Pauses, taking a breath.
"They want you, and...
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 19:26 (UTC)Stated hard, firmly, giving Jason's hair a harder tug.
"There is no you guys. There's me, my pard and the strays I took in rather than let them die. Dammit, Jason, knock it the fuck off. I need you right now. I need my lover, my fiancee, my second and my best goddamn friends. Stop this shit and realize yer mine and not a goddamn thing in this world is fucking gonna change that."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 19:34 (UTC)"I'm sorry. I'm just scared."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 19:36 (UTC)"Of what?"
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 19:46 (UTC)"Not being enough, losing you. I-I don't want you too have to choose between us."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 19:49 (UTC)Snarling, anger tinging fear in his voice.
"They don't need me, want me. They need and want what I offer. Not the man, the ideal. You are mine. And I am yours, dammit."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 20:06 (UTC)Some part of his was screaming for Gabriel to take it back, to say he didn't mean it. Because he wouldn't survive if Gabriel changed his mind later on. The rest of him...
"Mine."
Opens his eyes, running his fingers over Gabriel's mark. He leans forward, kissing and licking the mark, then biting hard, growling.
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 20:10 (UTC)Sighing, canting his head to offer his throat to Jason... mewling like a kitten at the bite.
"YOURS! Oh god, yours. My mate. Mine."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 20:20 (UTC)no subject
Date: 17 Jul 2005 20:25 (UTC)Panting, writhing as he lays back, dragging Jason with him. Keeping him as close as possible.
"Don't.. don't stop... Need you.'
Hands tracing hard up his lover's back, raking hard down his ribs.
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 20:36 (UTC)no subject
Date: 17 Jul 2005 20:39 (UTC)But that tender touch, almost teasing, sends him whimpering, hips bucking, driving up into Jason's fist.
"Fuck me.. Dammit, pup.. fuckin mate me."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 21:50 (UTC)Doesn't lift his head, sucking at the mark, a low, steady growl rumbling through him.
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 21:57 (UTC)Mewling, clawing at the deck beneath him as he moaned and thrashed.
"Yours.. fuck.. yours."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 22:45 (UTC)no subject
Date: 17 Jul 2005 22:55 (UTC)"My mate.. mine. Mate. Oh god, don't ever.. mine."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 23:12 (UTC)"Mine. Never leaving."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 23:46 (UTC)"Love you. Love you so much."
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Date: 17 Jul 2005 23:59 (UTC)"Love you too."
Nathaniel
Date: 18 Jul 2005 00:21 (UTC)No emotion on his face, just a perfect china doll left locked behind glass.
Re: Nathaniel
Date: 18 Jul 2005 01:13 (UTC)"You okay?"