Shakes his head, looking around, flinching at the sight of Raina's tower.
"No, this is where I hope you understand where I'm coming from, why I trust him. See, the Gabriel from here, she drove him to the breaking point. He sold out the pard because he knew it was the only way she would kill him."
Turns to look at Cherry.
"Our Gabe, yours and mine, he could have walked away from me, let me die after what she did to me the last time, but he didn't. I asked him to stay with me instead of going back to you guys. Yeah, I was selfish and I told myself and everyone I was doing it for you guys. Truthfully, I was scared to death of what would happen if he left me."
"BUt you didn't rock Nate to sleep every night. You didn't live with his whimpers. You didn't have to watch Viv grow worse, not that she was ever well, because yet again, we'd been dumped. Hand to hand to hand and now he shows up going.. OH I'm sorry? It's not that simple, Jase. Not for any of us."
"...what makes you think I didn't do that for my Nate? Three months ago, he was still like Nathaniel, only worse because he wouldn't stay in human form."
"He stopped doing it. We didn't have a fucking alpha to take control of him. We had us. And Raina working every step to destroy us. So don't fucking judge Zane for doing what he had to while you were busy being selfish."
"I'm sorry, I really am. Everyone we'd talked to from other worlds said you guys would be safe, that Blake would kill Raina and you guys would be taken care of. I believed them. And when we found out differently, we came for you."
Sobbing, clinging to him as the tears fell. "I... I don't like him. But he's our Alpha, Jase. He was ours. All we had. And he left and we fell apart and no one protected us... he kept the worse away.. he did... he kept it to safe insanity and then he was gone and we were alone just us and Zane couldn't do it and he tried so hard but he couldn't do it.'
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:00 (UTC)"No, this is where I hope you understand where I'm coming from, why I trust him. See, the Gabriel from here, she drove him to the breaking point. He sold out the pard because he knew it was the only way she would kill him."
Turns to look at Cherry.
"Our Gabe, yours and mine, he could have walked away from me, let me die after what she did to me the last time, but he didn't. I asked him to stay with me instead of going back to you guys. Yeah, I was selfish and I told myself and everyone I was doing it for you guys. Truthfully, I was scared to death of what would happen if he left me."
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:18 (UTC)Sighing, shoulders slumping.
"BUt you didn't rock Nate to sleep every night. You didn't live with his whimpers. You didn't have to watch Viv grow worse, not that she was ever well, because yet again, we'd been dumped. Hand to hand to hand and now he shows up going.. OH I'm sorry? It's not that simple, Jase. Not for any of us."
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:21 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:27 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:28 (UTC)"Why the fuck would you do that? It doesn't help, it..."
Shakes his head and turns away.
"Whatever you do, don't let Nate know that when he shows up tonight, it'll piss him off. Last thing we need is a pissed off Alpha Nate."
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:32 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:33 (UTC)"Wanna head back, or go see if there's anything left to rob the dead bitch of?"
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:35 (UTC)Biting her lip, turning to try and hide the tears that came fast and thick, tinging her voice.
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:37 (UTC)"I'll show you."
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:39 (UTC)"You let him leave us, Jase."
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:48 (UTC)"I'm sorry, I really am. Everyone we'd talked to from other worlds said you guys would be safe, that Blake would kill Raina and you guys would be taken care of. I believed them. And when we found out differently, we came for you."
Closes his eyes, squeezing tightly.
"I'm sorry."
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:50 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jul 2005 00:55 (UTC)"I know, I know. I'm so sorry."
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 01:09 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jul 2005 01:10 (UTC)I won't let him."
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 01:12 (UTC)"Promise me, Jase. Please?"
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 01:14 (UTC)"I promise."
Hugs her again.
"Ready to get out of here? Even deserted it gives me nightmares."
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 01:16 (UTC)"Please. Wanna go home."
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Date: 19 Jul 2005 01:16 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jul 2005 01:46 (UTC)