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4 April 2006 22:29![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thewolfinsideHe was tired of people right now and just wanted to think for a while. Which is why Jason was currently curled up on the deck outside his and Gabe's bedroom, out of sight of everyone. Ella was tucked away in bed, Anders had the monitor in case she woke up. Gabe was downstairs in the weight room, beating the sand out of one of the punching bags.
Jason just wanted to fall apart right now, to let everything crash over him so he could just -deal- and move on, but he couldn't yet. Not yet. Gabe was still in a bad place and there was everything else to take care of. So the fake smiles and laughs would stay, if only for a little while.
He was tired of taking care of everything. Just for a while, he wished that someone else would do it.
Jason just wanted to fall apart right now, to let everything crash over him so he could just -deal- and move on, but he couldn't yet. Not yet. Gabe was still in a bad place and there was everything else to take care of. So the fake smiles and laughs would stay, if only for a little while.
He was tired of taking care of everything. Just for a while, he wished that someone else would do it.