Jason stands in the middle of his room, looking at his closet, very upset. "What was I thinking to wear this crap? And this room. I need a manservant."
She looks at him closely, leans towards him, and closes her eyes - then pulls away, calmly.
No, no bad feeling like that. I could tell - when I met you, that you were't a normal human - and that you were a killer. Some sort of killer..and not just a regular soldier, bang-bang shoot'em up type.
"But I get nervous around you for a completely different reason. I know what Raina did, and I knew what the other you did, Gabriel."
She looks at him, sadly. "I don't think I could do the sort of things you - I mean he made your pard do. I couldn't just..movies - or worse - and I'm not the type to just cow down and do it because you say so. Or anyone for that matter."
She whispers quietly "You'd have to kill me, and you probably will."
"I've never lied about what I am, Dollface. And for the record? Best I can tell? I've done nearly everything that other Gabriel did except sell out his pard. I pimped them out to fucks that found slicing people up hot. I'm talking damage so bad I had to have them stitched up just so they could heal."
Mulling a moment, once more rolling his shoulder. 'But at the same time? You don't fear me like you did him. What's that tell you?"
"You'll have to Gabriel, just so we are straight on this. Before I.. you'll have to kill me."
She shrugged again, looked at the pillowcase once more, carefully searching for more lint to pull - anything to keep from looking at him. "I've french kissed vamps before - evil ones that take out towns because they are bored. Let her drink my blood too, almost got off on it at the time."
"I've called undead psycho-serial killers big brother. My ex-business partner is a Vamp, and my lawyer is a demon that looks like Godzilla. You are no worse than them, and most likely much better."
"What it means is that he - whatever he is, is a majorly fucked up, scary mofo."
"Been there on the vampire thing. Love when the fangs cut yer tongue and they suck on it? God, love that pa... Fuck.' Hitting the mattress with his fist. 'Wrong time for those thoughts."
Shifting, groaning. 'Yeah, like I was saying. He may be big and bad, Doll, but you can be worse. You have to remember that."
She closes her eyes, sighs as she remembers Willows lips on her neck, the fangs biting into her, the euphoria as she was held and the final kiss Willow left behind, taste of her own blood on her lips..she opens her eyes and snaps back to reality.
..."Oh God such the wrong time fo those thoughts" She shifts slightly on the bed, tries not to shift, to move at all.
"Maybe you ought to meet the guy before you say that Gabriel. Seriously."
Gives him a side glance, not really looking at him, in fact trying very hard not to actually look at him, look into his eyes again. Still human enough to think that if he doesn't see her desire he won't know it's there.
.."heh, very funny Gabriel. And I lived with Raina too. I'm simply telling you..she's nothing like him. There is something WRONG with him."
"It isn't? You forget who yer talking to, Dollface. I have and did do exactly that. Staked vampires. Tore the throats out of other shifters. Remember? I did snuf films for profitand fun."
Arching a brow, almost as if pushing her, goading her.
"Nice to see that heat in you, Dollface. Directed at something other than my libido.'
Smirking, looking almost prideful, proud.
"Remember that feeling, Doll. That feeling of outrage. Of humanity. Because, fucking trust me on this.. If you never fucking listen to another thing I say? That is fucking easy as hell to lose. And you start to forget. Forget what it means. Forget how easy it to be good, to be moral and realize how easy it is to merely win. To control."
Growling softly, reaching up with one nail and digging a deep furrow down the side of his face.
"You forget pain. You forget love. You lose yer goddamn soul. Trust me."
Wincing, almost as if remembering where he was, with whom. Not stopping Leela though for a moment anger and rage flash in his eyes. Almost coming up, taking her down, taking...
Going still, feeling that hot tongue on his skin. 'I'm sorry. Both of you. I'm sorry.'
...voice breaking, she looks into Gabriels eyes. "Why did you do that? You think I can't see that you care? Or are you trying to prove to yourself that you don't? Because if that's what you think you're doing - you're lying.
"I can see the ..I can see you Gabriel. And its not all sweetness and light. But you aren't empty either. You aren't. I'd feel it if you were." She bends down, kisses him on the forehead, holding her lips there for a few moments then pulls away reluctantly.
"Don't do that again Gabriel. It won't convince me and it's a waste of good blood."
"There's only one person I've seen you hurt so far, and he's sitting in front of me". Her hand slowly comes up to stroke his face, touch the edge of the gash in his skin. "And I really wish you'd stop doing it - mentally and physically."
She reluctantly pulls her hand away, fingers red with his blood.
Shivering, wanting to pull away from her touch. But then, seeing her bloodied fingers, his hand captures her wrist, bringing her fingers to his lips and suckling them clean.
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 01:52 (UTC)No, no bad feeling like that. I could tell - when I met you, that you were't a normal human - and that you were a killer. Some sort of killer..and not just a regular soldier, bang-bang shoot'em up type.
"But I get nervous around you for a completely different reason. I know what Raina did, and I knew what the other you did, Gabriel."
She looks at him, sadly. "I don't think I could do the sort of things you - I mean he made your pard do. I couldn't just..movies - or worse - and I'm not the type to just cow down and do it because you say so. Or anyone for that matter."
She whispers quietly "You'd have to kill me, and you probably will."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 01:56 (UTC)Shrugging, eyes almost blank.
"I've never lied about what I am, Dollface. And for the record? Best I can tell? I've done nearly everything that other Gabriel did except sell out his pard. I pimped them out to fucks that found slicing people up hot. I'm talking damage so bad I had to have them stitched up just so they could heal."
Mulling a moment, once more rolling his shoulder. 'But at the same time? You don't fear me like you did him. What's that tell you?"
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:10 (UTC)She shrugged again, looked at the pillowcase once more, carefully searching for more lint to pull - anything to keep from looking at him. "I've french kissed vamps before - evil ones that take out towns because they are bored. Let her drink my blood too, almost got off on it at the time."
"I've called undead psycho-serial killers big brother. My ex-business partner is a Vamp, and my lawyer is a demon that looks like Godzilla. You are no worse than them, and most likely much better."
"What it means is that he - whatever he is, is a majorly fucked up, scary mofo."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:12 (UTC)Shifting, groaning. 'Yeah, like I was saying. He may be big and bad, Doll, but you can be worse. You have to remember that."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:15 (UTC)"If he's the one Greg was talking about, he's bigger than bad. He's got Adrian scared and can apparently control wolves."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:19 (UTC)"I don't want a cookie, dammit. I want..."
Letting that fall, looking from the wolf to Leela and back.
"Yeah. Cookies. Sure."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:21 (UTC)..."Oh God such the wrong time fo those thoughts" She shifts slightly on the bed, tries not to shift, to move at all.
"Maybe you ought to meet the guy before you say that Gabriel. Seriously."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:23 (UTC)"Yeah, it is a bad time. So close to the moon, who knows what I might do."
But his eyes reflect his smile.
"I don't fear much. I've lived with Raina. And been tormented by Nikolaos. Not much scares me."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:32 (UTC).."heh, very funny Gabriel. And I lived with Raina too. I'm simply telling you..she's nothing like him. There is something WRONG with him."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:36 (UTC)Cheerful. Smiling. Yet the look in his eyes, deadly serious.
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:39 (UTC)"I'd have to ..waitasecond! I just can't go around killing people because they give me the heebyjeebies. It's just not done."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:45 (UTC)and fun."Arching a brow, almost as if pushing her, goading her.
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:50 (UTC)"Newsflash, Gabriel, I'm not you. And I'm not gonna do something like that just because I fucking can. Even if I fucking could"
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:54 (UTC)Smirking, looking almost prideful, proud.
"Remember that feeling, Doll. That feeling of outrage. Of humanity. Because, fucking trust me on this.. If you never fucking listen to another thing I say? That is fucking easy as hell to lose. And you start to forget. Forget what it means. Forget how easy it to be good, to be moral and realize how easy it is to merely win. To control."
Growling softly, reaching up with one nail and digging a deep furrow down the side of his face.
"You forget pain. You forget love. You lose yer goddamn soul. Trust me."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 02:58 (UTC)"Gabriel, stop it, Stop it Gabriel! Damn, you're bleeding - please stop, you need to.."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:00 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:04 (UTC)Going still, feeling that hot tongue on his skin. 'I'm sorry. Both of you. I'm sorry.'
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:13 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:15 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:05 (UTC)"I can see the ..I can see you Gabriel. And its not all sweetness and light. But you aren't empty either. You aren't. I'd feel it if you were." She bends down, kisses him on the forehead, holding her lips there for a few moments then pulls away reluctantly.
"Don't do that again Gabriel. It won't convince me and it's a waste of good blood."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:12 (UTC)Shifting, forcing himself to put in space between himself and them both.
"I've hurt a lot of people. I don't regret much of it. But that doesn't mean I want to keep doing it. Soul or not."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:15 (UTC)no subject
Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:19 (UTC)"I'm sure you could find someo...' Losing his desire to joke about that, merely nodding.
"As you want, pup."
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:17 (UTC)She reluctantly pulls her hand away, fingers red with his blood.
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Date: 19 Jun 2005 03:20 (UTC)Shivering, wanting to pull away from her touch. But then, seeing her bloodied fingers, his hand captures her wrist, bringing her fingers to his lips and suckling them clean.
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