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20 June 2005 17:35![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thewolfinsideJason jerks awake and stares at the ceiling. After a few moments, he pulls a pillow over his head, inhaling the scent that lingers. Safety, peace, love, calm. That's what he gets from Gabriel's scent. His heartbeat finally slows down to a normal speed and he moves off the bed. He finds Gabriel's note and smiles, then heads for the bathroom. He takes a quick shower and wanders back into the bedroom wearing a towel, lays on the bed and stares at the ceiling.
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:24 (UTC)"She'll mess up, she has to."
Starts shaking, but tries not to let it show.
"If you go against her, she'll kill you and..."
Very quietly. "...don't want the nightmares to be true."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:30 (UTC)"How long do I let her hurt you, Jason? How long do I sit back and watch you fading, slowly dying from what she is doing to you? How long before you return to mak... to make them stop?'
Choking on the words, turning quickly and slamming his fist into the wall.
"Tell me about them, pup. Now!'
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:45 (UTC)When he starts speaking, his voice is dead.
"It always starts out the same. I'm hooked up in one of her little toys. At first it was Wanda, Nate and Leela she was playing with. Last few times it's been Lil... or you."
He pauses, the starts again. "It's never in her world though, it's in Trans, the lobby. No one else is around..."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:50 (UTC)Speaking low, calm, fighting so hard for control, to stay calm.
"Do you really wish me to sit back and do nothing? Is that what you want, pup? Me in yer bed, in yer arms, yer Alpha but do nothing when the Big Bad comes huffing and puffing. Is that what you are asking of me?"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:58 (UTC)"No. I don't... don't want you dead. Want her to stop."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:02 (UTC)Smiling a little as he turns, reaching for Jason a brief second before letting his hand fall. Confused and angry.
"I can't sit back and let her hurt you more. It... It... It hurts to watch, Jason. Hurts to do nothing and let her hurt you."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:07 (UTC)"A good alpha protects his pack. That's what you have to do."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:09 (UTC)Asked softly, barely more than a whisper.
"No is acceptable, pup."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:19 (UTC)Shaking his head, losing the battle in him. Going to Jason and pulling him close, hugging him tightly.
"But yer mine, Jason. Mine. And she isn't getting you back."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:28 (UTC)"Promise?"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:29 (UTC)"I promise, Jason."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:32 (UTC)"Good, cause I really don't need those dreams to come true because I know that's what she's planning and I don't want you or Lil or Leela or Nate or anyone to die, cause she's planning on killing us all. Everyone, and taking over and I will NOT go back, I'll kill myself first and, and..."
Takes a deep breath. "Can I go get drunk now?"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:36 (UTC)"What she has planned and what I allow are not the same thing, pup. Remember that. And you will never say another word about killing yourself. Ever!"
Sighing. 'If you wish. I'm thinking about a drink myself. Had a good time last time I went to that bar... Transgression, isn't it?"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:43 (UTC)((gotta run to work, be back in half an hour.))
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:46 (UTC)Grinning, trying to calm, relax.
((*nods*))
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 03:30 (UTC)((Who wants to post it on Trans?))
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 03:45 (UTC)"Naw, but this time you might not need me to beg to go down again."
((I can, if you want. Sorry. Got lost meeting Lil's new roomie.))
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 03:54 (UTC)