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thewolfinsideHe lays curled up in a tight ball on the rug, head tucked under his tail. Some tiny part of him KNOWS that the others are nearby, but the rest of his mind and body are trapped in his memories. Memories of the nightmares Raina has been sending him, only much more real.
The constant shaking is accompanied by whimpers and the occasional long high pitched whine. A pained howl echoes through the house several times.
The constant shaking is accompanied by whimpers and the occasional long high pitched whine. A pained howl echoes through the house several times.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:19 (UTC)He wearily pushes himself up and goes into the shower. Turns the water on as hot as he can stand it and then sits on the floor. He pulls his knees up to his chest and starts crying.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:26 (UTC)"Ruined it all. I ruined it all."
Muttering under his breath, barely aware that Lil and Scud were there. Some part of his brain knowing he should be there for one of his pard. His heart too fragile to take the chance.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:29 (UTC)"Gabriel? Where's Jason?"
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:33 (UTC)Not even looking up, not opening his eyes. Stoic. Silent. Afraid if he starts, he won't stop.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:39 (UTC)She doesn't wait for an answer, just head for the bathroom. She doesn't bother to knock on the door, but walks on in.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:41 (UTC)"That's my cue.'
Rising, forcing himself to move. Slipping into one of the back bedroom, digging out an old pair of jeans and yanking them on.
Sighing, dropping to his hands and knees to dig under the bed for shoes.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:48 (UTC)"DON'T TOUCH ME!"
He shoves her hard, out of the shower.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:58 (UTC)"Gabe? Gabriel?"
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:00 (UTC)Hearing that scream, the sound of a scuffle.
Dark eyes closing, shaking his head as Gabriel dropped his boots, slipping closer to the bathroom.
"I got him, Lady. Just... Don't panic if you don't like the sounds ya hear."
Stepping into the room, pausing just inside.
"Baby? Please.. Come out and talk to me."
Not blocking the door, not trapping the wild animal... but ready to stop him if he fled.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:08 (UTC)"It won't stop."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:11 (UTC)Choking on the bile that rose in his throat, gagging on it.
"Please, Jason. Come out of there. Come to me? Please?"
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:16 (UTC)"It was the dreams. Over and over, she was... you..."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:19 (UTC)"No! Wasn't supposed to be the dreams. Was the past... just so you wouldn't fucking scare me again. Pup? Please. Look at me. I'm here. I'm fine. No one has hurt me. No one is going to hurt you.
Promise. My word. She isn't going to hurt you."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:25 (UTC)"IT WASN'T ME. Okay, it was you and Lil and Nate and Leela and Wanda and...
I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME. It's watching her carve you up and treat Lil and Wanda like she treats that pet of hers and..."
Covers his head with his arms and sobs.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:28 (UTC)"Not happening! Mine. Even that pale little witch of yers.'
Lips next to Jason's ear, practically yelling.
"I fucking care about you, dammit. And I need you now! Listen to me, goddamit! I'm here now. And I'm whole and I'm yers. Fucking deal with it!"
Yet wrapping his arms around him, tensing, prepared to be hit, scratched, even bit.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:35 (UTC)no subject
Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:38 (UTC)"I know you won't. I trust you, pup. With all my heart. I swear it. Just let it out."
Scent marking his cheek against Jason's head, whispering the words softly over and over again.
"Trust you always."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:46 (UTC)"I am... "
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:53 (UTC)"If you wanna hate me, can it wait until tomorrow? I need you with me tonight."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:58 (UTC)"I was going to ask the same thing."
Stares at the floor, slowly shredding the towel.
"Sorry for freaking on you."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 09:03 (UTC)"Yer picking that up in the morning. And I never hated you. Still love you. Still want and need you. Mine. Simple as that. But... And ya never heard this from me...'
Taking Jason's hand, lifting it to his mouth and kissing his palm tenderly.
"I'm sorry. The sadist in me apparently won out.. at yer expense. And as yer lover, I'm sorry. As yer alpha, I stand by things but... I need you to know I regret this. And I never stopped trusting you."
Sighing, nervous.
"Will you look me in the eyes now?"
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 09:07 (UTC)"I am such a fucking girl anymore, it's not funny."
Looks up, meeting Gabriel's eyes. "I understand."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 09:11 (UTC)Grinning a little but stepping back, realizing he had rather taken to treating Jason that way.
"Seriously, you aren't. Yer a good man recovering from hell, pup. Simple as that."
Yanking him close at that look, grin spreading.
"Mine, bitch. Suck it up."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 09:15 (UTC)Shakes his head.
"I probably scared the hell out of Lil, Scud's probably under the couch if he hasn't hit the road already."
Smiles.
"Call me bitch again, and you'll be sleeping alone until the next full moon."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 09:19 (UTC)Unable to stop grinning.
"Yeah, Lil was freaked. Scud is too damn Zen for that. He's probably asleep.'
Smirking.
"And Leela hates me, by the way. Just so you know. Which isn't all that new. She hates me every other day, I think.'
Pulling Jason close.
"Never again. Price isn't worth it. Now, bed. It's dawn, I'm exhausted and my pup goes with me. Alpha's orders."
((DYING! So s'eepy. OMG.))
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