On the Deck

[thewolfinside]

He's curled up on the deck, watching the water. A bottle of Corona in his hands, getting warm. He looks lost in thought.

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[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

"I know."

Words whispered, staring at the ground.

"I want it back. I don't like this."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

"Makes two of us, Kid."

Arms wrapping around himself.

"I.. I worry about even holdin ya. Like yer not gonna want it. Or pull away. Or just not care."

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Looks up at Gabriel, worried.

"Please? I need you, Gabe."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Those words struck him like a blow. Whimpering, dropping to his knees, gathering Jason to him.

"Don't fuckin do this shit to me, dammit.'

The words growled, pain filled, nuzzling at the side of Jason's face like the cat he was.

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Drops his head to Gabriel's shoulder, wrapping his arms around his lover.

"I'll find Dru, have her fix this."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Shivering, fighting not to start crying once more.

"Please? I... I need you whole, pup. I need you... as my pup."

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Pulls back and kisses Gabriel, then stands.

"I know where she's at..."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

"Suppose you want me to stay here?'

Smiles softly, tongue tracing his lips for a taste of Jason.

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Jason shrugs, tries to look apologetic.

"Yeah, would hate for you to scare her if she says she can't do it."

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Nods, looking out over the lake.

"If she can't? Come home and we wait it out. Just.. come home."

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

"Always."

Turns and heads into the woods.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

No beer. No fireworks. Just Gabriel.

Not wanting anything. Well, except the one thing he couldn't have in that moment.

Resting his head against the railing of the steps leading down, watching the moonlight play over the lake.