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7 July 2005 20:01![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
He walks around the edge of the lake until he's out of sight of the cabin. Drops down beside a tree, pulling his legs up and burying his head in his knees. He's shaking, wanting so badly to scream and rage and cry, but can't. He rocks back and forth, whimpering.
Not fair. It's not fair. Supposed to be my turn, my time. Fuck, it hurts, want it to go away, want it to stop.
Not fair. It's not fair. Supposed to be my turn, my time. Fuck, it hurts, want it to go away, want it to stop.
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Date: 8 Jul 2005 08:06 (UTC)"Gabe...."
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Date: 8 Jul 2005 08:20 (UTC)Cringing, slowly leaning back, carefully lowering Jason's legs, helping him to move before laying out beside him.
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Date: 8 Jul 2005 08:29 (UTC)"One of these days, I'll let my hand heal before good sex."
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Date: 8 Jul 2005 08:37 (UTC)"Pup? When..."
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Date: 8 Jul 2005 08:47 (UTC)"The other day, when Emma stopped by."
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Date: 8 Jul 2005 08:54 (UTC)"Oh Jesus Fuck! Ya damn well should have told me, pup. Dammit."
One hand hovering, almost as if to help yet.. waiting, not wanting to domineer.
"I'm so sorry. God, so sorry."
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Date: 8 Jul 2005 08:56 (UTC)Holds his hand out to Gabriel.
"I just need some help setting them. I keep forgetting and..."
Smiles at Gabriel, trying to let him know that things are okay.
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Date: 8 Jul 2005 09:02 (UTC)"It's gonna hurt, you know and I hate hurting you...'
Somewhere around know and hate, Gabriel gives a jerk of his hand, the other moving in the other direction. A sharp, sudden movement.
"BUt I do it out of love."
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Date: 8 Jul 2005 09:05 (UTC)"I know."
Curls up against Gabriel again, holding his hand straight.
"So, when do we leave?"