And I think I did a good job of defending you.. what do you mean Jason? It's been a fucked up night, and I need some painkillers ok? First I get my back ripped open - yea, volunteered but still. Thenn I get get into a fight with my lover and then my pard kicks me out.
My back hurts, Jason. So please, just tell me what you're trying to say.
Never kicked you out, Leela. I can't do that, only Gabe can. I just wanted him gone before I did something that would have permanently killed him or me.
I'm tired of everyone punishing us for what happened. Tired of the remarks, snide or otherwise. Tired of everyone treating Gabe like he's fucking Satan incarnate and treating the two off us like we're either saints or insane for staying with him.
"I did what I felt I had to do. And now he's gone."
In a little voice "And I'm ... alone. Fucking alone again. You'd think that by loving three people I'd actually get to spend some time with at least one of them, right?"
"And no matter what I try to do - can't make him happy, can't make you happy.. look, I'm in a real fucked up mood - gonna go home and take some hard drugs, and sleep until you wake me up for the rescue ok? It'll keep me from from thinking."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 09:25 (UTC)no subject
Date: 16 Jul 2005 09:26 (UTC)no subject
Date: 16 Jul 2005 09:34 (UTC)...didn't want you to stay gone.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 09:39 (UTC)And I think I did a good job of defending you.. what do you mean Jason? It's been a fucked up night, and I need some painkillers ok? First I get my back ripped open - yea, volunteered but still. Thenn I get get into a fight with my lover and then my pard kicks me out.
My back hurts, Jason. So please, just tell me what you're trying to say.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 09:41 (UTC)Seriously. Stop and... *looks down at the pendant*
Is that what.. OH FUCK NO!
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 09:43 (UTC)Never kicked you out, Leela. I can't do that, only Gabe can. I just wanted him gone before I did something that would have permanently killed him or me.
I'm tired of everyone punishing us for what happened. Tired of the remarks, snide or otherwise. Tired of everyone treating Gabe like he's fucking Satan incarnate and treating the two off us like we're either saints or insane for staying with him.
I'm not taking their shit anymore.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 09:53 (UTC)"In fact I did it again tonight. And he's gone. I can feel it. He's far away now. Not sure where - but .. someplace."
"And I'm just as sick of it as you are."
"I didn't let him get away with it, Jason. Why would I let someone so that to one of the people I love?"
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:01 (UTC)Sighs, dropping his head in his hands.
"I'm sorry Leela, but I couldn't take it, not in my own home."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:02 (UTC)Shrugging, curling up on the bed. Rolling into the sheets until barely his face showed.
"Just make sure yer happy with him."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:11 (UTC)In a little voice "And I'm ... alone. Fucking alone again. You'd think that by loving three people I'd actually get to spend some time with at least one of them, right?"
"And no matter what I try to do - can't make him happy, can't make you happy.. look, I'm in a real fucked up mood - gonna go home and take some hard drugs, and sleep until you wake me up for the rescue ok? It'll keep me from from thinking."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:19 (UTC)Shakes his head.
"You're not alone, and I'm sorry I fucked up. Gabe or one of the others will come get you and the kid tomorrow."
Gets up and heads for the bathroom.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:21 (UTC)Night guys
*gone*
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:24 (UTC)