"I did what I felt I had to do. And now he's gone."
In a little voice "And I'm ... alone. Fucking alone again. You'd think that by loving three people I'd actually get to spend some time with at least one of them, right?"
"And no matter what I try to do - can't make him happy, can't make you happy.. look, I'm in a real fucked up mood - gonna go home and take some hard drugs, and sleep until you wake me up for the rescue ok? It'll keep me from from thinking."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 09:53 (UTC)"In fact I did it again tonight. And he's gone. I can feel it. He's far away now. Not sure where - but .. someplace."
"And I'm just as sick of it as you are."
"I didn't let him get away with it, Jason. Why would I let someone so that to one of the people I love?"
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:01 (UTC)Sighs, dropping his head in his hands.
"I'm sorry Leela, but I couldn't take it, not in my own home."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:02 (UTC)Shrugging, curling up on the bed. Rolling into the sheets until barely his face showed.
"Just make sure yer happy with him."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:11 (UTC)In a little voice "And I'm ... alone. Fucking alone again. You'd think that by loving three people I'd actually get to spend some time with at least one of them, right?"
"And no matter what I try to do - can't make him happy, can't make you happy.. look, I'm in a real fucked up mood - gonna go home and take some hard drugs, and sleep until you wake me up for the rescue ok? It'll keep me from from thinking."
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:19 (UTC)Shakes his head.
"You're not alone, and I'm sorry I fucked up. Gabe or one of the others will come get you and the kid tomorrow."
Gets up and heads for the bathroom.
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:21 (UTC)Night guys
*gone*
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Date: 16 Jul 2005 10:24 (UTC)