Written Journal Entry

[thewolfinside]

Going to go see Crane today. See if he has time to see me, or if I need to go back to my world to see someone. I can't live like this. It's hurting Gabe, hurting us. I'm tired of it, tired of this nagging fear that keeps coming up. I want to know why, why it's there and how to get rid of it.

I want a lot of things, even though I'll never get most of them.

I want Leela to get her memory back.

I want Nate to not be a bastard to us.

I want Zane to be secure in the pard, to believe that we're not going to kill him or toss him out.

I want this fear to go away.

I want Gabe to be okay, to get through whatever's going on in his head.

I want what he has with Ella. I want to be more than puppy. I want to be Daddy too.

I want to be able to think about Gabe and Ella and the pard and not be scared to death that it's all going to go away from me.

I wan



He looks up as Ella starts to cry and turns the journal over, face down on the table. Gets up and walks over to her, crouching down to pick her up. Starts to turn and go back into the kitchen when Jase bounces down the stairs, keys in hand, asking him to go with to get breakfast. Grabs the diaper bag and follows his shorter twin from the house, leaving the journal on the table.

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Falling forward, resting his head on Gabe's shoulder as he pants, his heart racing.

Lifting up a bit and tilting his head, he licks Gabe's chest, cleaning his cum from his lover's skin.