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Jason sat curled up in the corner of the playset, head still resting on his knees. He'd barely moved since the evening before, having been unable to sleep because of the nightmares. He knew the others were checking up on him, they kept the backdoor open and one of them came out to check on him every half hour or so.

Even Sin had been roped into 'Jason Watch'.

Betsy had called him several times, but he ignored the call, letting it go to voicemail each time. He knew she was upset with him after last night's session, but he wasn't doing what she wanted. Not now, maybe not ever.

Date: 14 Sep 2005 16:49 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
He sighs, shaking his head.

"Fuck."

All of the wind leaving his sails, looking small and weak and scared.

"Don't say sorry, baby. Say you wanna try."

Date: 14 Sep 2005 16:54 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"I do. I want to do this for you and Ella, but I'm fucking scared of myself, Gabe. Don't want to hurt you."

His voice hoarse, breaking as he speaks.

Date: 14 Sep 2005 16:58 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"Don't be. I'm stronger than that. I'll survive. Just might not be pretty. But.... If what you need is time apart? Please tell me? Or to be just you or... Or if you want to not be with me... Stumbling over his words with a sigh.

Date: 14 Sep 2005 17:12 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"NO!"

Wraps his arms around Gabe, crying again, shaking his head and whispering between sobs.

"Need you, can't... Don't leave me, please don't leave me."

Date: 14 Sep 2005 17:15 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"Stop! Dammit, Jason. I'm not fucking going anywhere. Get that through your damn lupine head. I'm not leaving you. I love you. I need you. I fucking almost worship you."

Snarling out the words even as he clings to Jason, holding him tight.

Date: 14 Sep 2005 17:27 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"Sorry, sorry, you deserve better."

Whispering the words over and over as he cries himself to sleep, his body finally giving in to exhaustion.

Date: 14 Sep 2005 17:28 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"Fucking..." Sighing, holding his mate and rocking him in his sleep.

"I don't deserve shit,' he whispers to him. 'I have exactly what I want. You. Dammit, baby, get that. I want you. Love you.'

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