The new house
3 October 2005 19:25![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thewolfinsideThe move had gone smooth and quick, Jase having the brilliant idea of pinpointing everything room by room. That meant no packing, just a lot of rearranging. And this would be the last time they would do it, especially with the way Em was bouncing around, running back and forth between the main house and the Trio's little one.
Jason had set up one of the hammocks away from the houses, in a small clearing. Out of sight of the house, but close enough that they would hear it if there was trouble. Laying there, his eyes closed as he enjoys the peace and quiet, the absolute purity of this land.
He would definately be lighting some candles for Anna tonight.
Jason had set up one of the hammocks away from the houses, in a small clearing. Out of sight of the house, but close enough that they would hear it if there was trouble. Laying there, his eyes closed as he enjoys the peace and quiet, the absolute purity of this land.
He would definately be lighting some candles for Anna tonight.
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 00:29 (UTC)Pausing, looking at his mate and smiling. Despite everything, all the pain and inner turmoil he felt, this was what his life was about. This man that had saved his life. Moving closer, leaning down to kiss him without preamble.
"I love you."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 00:41 (UTC)Eyes still closed as he wraps a hand around Gabe's neck. Flexes his hand, fingers tangling in dark hair.
"Wondered if you were going to come join me."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 00:47 (UTC)And then other things he wasn't going to talk about apparently.
"Everyone seems happy. You did good, baby."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 00:52 (UTC)"What about you? Are you happy?"
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 00:55 (UTC)"If my pard's happy, then so am I."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 00:57 (UTC)"Funny, I was going to say if you're happy then I'm happy."
Looks up with a smile, resting his head on Gabe's chest as he does.
"What were you shopping for? Going to decorate Ray's room in leopard print as well?"
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 01:09 (UTC)"I just thought you might want...'
Hand dipping to the small of his back, pulling out what appeared to be merely a ring. Steel, gleaming though brushed and an overall pattern of runes and vines engraved in swirls around the band.
"You're new collar."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 01:22 (UTC)"Do you put it on me or do I do it myself?"
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 01:39 (UTC)"Need this." HOlding up the tiny allen wrench and using it to open the tiny nut before looking up at Jason.
"Depends, am I collaring you officially?"
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 01:51 (UTC)Finally licks his lips and swallows, then looks up at Gabe. Almost shaking, his voice quiet and eyes dark as he stares at his mate.
"What changes?"
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 01:55 (UTC)"Nothing changes, Jason. Because it's not happening.' Taking Jason's hand in his, he rests the steel ring over his palm. "When you wish to play, let me know. Other than that, it stays in with the other toys. That's all it is."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:01 (UTC)"What...? Why?"
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:05 (UTC)"Because sometimes I don't think. Like about your past and what you've been through. And I don't like doing things that make you look paniced."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:11 (UTC)Closes his eyes, nuzzling at Gabe's hand.
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:16 (UTC)A single digit brushing over his husband's lips, tracing them slowly.
"If we did, it would merely be another way of me claiming you. Of you being mine. It would change a few things but I don't want a doormat or a slave, Jason. I want you."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:18 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:24 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:29 (UTC)"We wait, then. Just put it away, but not with the toys."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:33 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:38 (UTC)"I'm sorry."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:44 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:53 (UTC)Looks up at Gabe, and shrugs again, wrapping his fingers around the steel in his hand. "Don't be sorry, I'm the one pushing."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 02:56 (UTC)"I love you. You're my husband. I don't make rules for you, or boundaries. You... you aren't a possession."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 03:09 (UTC)"I asked for it because I want it, Gabe. I don't want it to be a game or a toy."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 03:15 (UTC)That and his tones. So frail, trembling as he speaks.
"How long before you grow tired of me fucking up and give up on me? How much longer do I have with this dream Jason before it's gone? How long before I die?"
Tears streaking down his face, seeping past eyes scrunched shut.
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 03:24 (UTC)"I'm not a dream, Gabe. I'm not leaving you and you're not dying. Please believe me."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 03:32 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 03:43 (UTC)"You do make me happy, Gabe. Yeah, we have our bad moments, but everyone does, but you make me happy. More than anyone else."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 03:47 (UTC)"Am I enough, pup?"
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 03:50 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 03:54 (UTC)"I'm so scared, Jason. So scared I don't even know how to handle it some days."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 04:01 (UTC)"Tell me, let me help? Please?"
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 04:04 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 04:15 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 04:25 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 04:35 (UTC)"I don't think either one of us is ready for this, no matter how much we want it."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 04:38 (UTC)"All I want to do is give you everything you want. All I want is for you to be happy. You asked for this and it's within my power to give it to you. I just want...' Sighing, shaking his head. "Just want thingsto be right."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 04:46 (UTC)"Then we wait. We put it up and wait until things are right."
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 04:52 (UTC)"What is it never is?"
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Date: 4 Oct 2005 04:56 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 05:07 (UTC)no subject
Date: 4 Oct 2005 04:46 (UTC)If someone doesn't stop him he might just bounce out a window.