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20 June 2005 17:35![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thewolfinsideJason jerks awake and stares at the ceiling. After a few moments, he pulls a pillow over his head, inhaling the scent that lingers. Safety, peace, love, calm. That's what he gets from Gabriel's scent. His heartbeat finally slows down to a normal speed and he moves off the bed. He finds Gabriel's note and smiles, then heads for the bathroom. He takes a quick shower and wanders back into the bedroom wearing a towel, lays on the bed and stares at the ceiling.
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 00:03 (UTC)He frowns and looks a bit scared. "They're all Raina. They started out like normal nightmares, now... It's like they're really happening. Everything is so damn clear and I can still feel the pain for a while after I wake up."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 00:08 (UTC)Eyes closing, jaw tightening until the sound of teeth gnashing is more than audible.
"Since the last attack? Since I got here? I need to know, Jason. Now! Tell me."
Voice growled out between his teeth.
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 00:17 (UTC)no subject
Date: 21 Jun 2005 00:27 (UTC)"We need a witch. Or this God of yers. Might need to move you but.. Don't see how that's gonna help."
Silent again, hands curling into balls as he fights his standard reaction.
"Why you, pup? Why does she want you so fucking bad?"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 00:39 (UTC)Stands and paces the room, rubbing his arms.
"I was her favorite. She took me everywhere, I was even there when she was 'training' Leela. I know everything. Bank accounts, sleazy deals, allies, enemies. Everything nasty thing she's done, I know all the details of."
Sighs and runs a hand through his hair, then looks at Gabriel, terrified. "I know how to put her back in her box."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 00:44 (UTC)"I know what I want to do, pup. I know what I'm willing to do. What I need to know is what are you willing to do? And what do you want? You aren't my plaything anymore. Or hers. Yer mind, pup. Yers."
Waiting, eyes turned down. No word tricks, no dark eyes. Just there. Waiting.
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 00:49 (UTC)Moves over and sits on the floor by Gabriel. His voice barely audible.
"She's messing with magic now, bringing back the dead, Gabe. And not as zombies either."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 00:51 (UTC)Words hard, growling from him. Shaking, fighting hard the roiling that coiled within him, the press of fur, the seductive roar within.
"I don't give a fuck what she's messin' with. I don't care what fucked up voodoo she's mixing in. I don't care, Wolf... I care that she's takin' down my second and I want it it end!"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 00:58 (UTC)no subject
Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:02 (UTC)Growling once more, trying to uncurl, to stop the beast within that wanted out so badly.
"It's going to be World War three. And it's you and Leela that will pay the price if I lose. If we lose."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:10 (UTC)no subject
Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:14 (UTC)"Why? Who? Who's going to do it? No one has and when do you think someone will?"
Uncurling his hands, blood dripping from the claws he fought to keep withrdrawn.
"How long do I let her hurt you before I do something?"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:24 (UTC)"She'll mess up, she has to."
Starts shaking, but tries not to let it show.
"If you go against her, she'll kill you and..."
Very quietly. "...don't want the nightmares to be true."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:30 (UTC)"How long do I let her hurt you, Jason? How long do I sit back and watch you fading, slowly dying from what she is doing to you? How long before you return to mak... to make them stop?'
Choking on the words, turning quickly and slamming his fist into the wall.
"Tell me about them, pup. Now!'
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:45 (UTC)When he starts speaking, his voice is dead.
"It always starts out the same. I'm hooked up in one of her little toys. At first it was Wanda, Nate and Leela she was playing with. Last few times it's been Lil... or you."
He pauses, the starts again. "It's never in her world though, it's in Trans, the lobby. No one else is around..."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:50 (UTC)Speaking low, calm, fighting so hard for control, to stay calm.
"Do you really wish me to sit back and do nothing? Is that what you want, pup? Me in yer bed, in yer arms, yer Alpha but do nothing when the Big Bad comes huffing and puffing. Is that what you are asking of me?"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 01:58 (UTC)"No. I don't... don't want you dead. Want her to stop."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:02 (UTC)Smiling a little as he turns, reaching for Jason a brief second before letting his hand fall. Confused and angry.
"I can't sit back and let her hurt you more. It... It... It hurts to watch, Jason. Hurts to do nothing and let her hurt you."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:07 (UTC)"A good alpha protects his pack. That's what you have to do."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:09 (UTC)Asked softly, barely more than a whisper.
"No is acceptable, pup."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:13 (UTC)no subject
Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:19 (UTC)Shaking his head, losing the battle in him. Going to Jason and pulling him close, hugging him tightly.
"But yer mine, Jason. Mine. And she isn't getting you back."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:28 (UTC)"Promise?"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:29 (UTC)"I promise, Jason."
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:32 (UTC)"Good, cause I really don't need those dreams to come true because I know that's what she's planning and I don't want you or Lil or Leela or Nate or anyone to die, cause she's planning on killing us all. Everyone, and taking over and I will NOT go back, I'll kill myself first and, and..."
Takes a deep breath. "Can I go get drunk now?"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:36 (UTC)"What she has planned and what I allow are not the same thing, pup. Remember that. And you will never say another word about killing yourself. Ever!"
Sighing. 'If you wish. I'm thinking about a drink myself. Had a good time last time I went to that bar... Transgression, isn't it?"
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:43 (UTC)((gotta run to work, be back in half an hour.))
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 02:46 (UTC)Grinning, trying to calm, relax.
((*nods*))
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 03:30 (UTC)((Who wants to post it on Trans?))
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 03:45 (UTC)"Naw, but this time you might not need me to beg to go down again."
((I can, if you want. Sorry. Got lost meeting Lil's new roomie.))
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Date: 21 Jun 2005 03:54 (UTC)