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He lays curled up in a tight ball on the rug, head tucked under his tail. Some tiny part of him KNOWS that the others are nearby, but the rest of his mind and body are trapped in his memories. Memories of the nightmares Raina has been sending him, only much more real.

The constant shaking is accompanied by whimpers and the occasional long high pitched whine. A pained howl echoes through the house several times.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:37 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Shivering, fighting not to withdraw. Not caring about the mess, the change itself. It was Jason's mind he feared for... and his reaction.

Hand trembling as he reaches out, smoothing back his hair.

"Pup?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:43 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Is curled up on the floor, wet and shivering. When he speaks, his voice cracks, breaking. Hoarse.

"Don't. Don't touch me right now."

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:46 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Yanking back his hand as if he'd been burned, biting back the whimper in the back of his throat.

"As you wish.' Slowly climbing to his feet, moving to the couch and curling up in the corner, watching his lover intently.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:50 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason jerks away and growls at Lil when she edges toward him. He sits up and looks around, still shaking.

"Where's the bathroom?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:52 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Raising his hand, pointing down the hall.

"Last door on yer left. Towels are in the cabinet. Can.. Anything you need?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:01 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Slowly pushes himself up, wincing at the pain.

"To be left alone for a bit."

He makes his way slowly towards the bathroom, stopping frequently to balance himself.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:05 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Slumping down onto the sofa, dragging the afghan from the back and tucking it tightly around his nude form, drawing it up over his chin.

Dark eyes closing. Yet his ears hearing every sound. Fighting the urge to run, to leave. To shift and start running and only stop once he passed out.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:19 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason closes the door to the bathroom and leans against it. He takes a deep breath and then rushes for the toilet, losing what little bit of 'dinner' is left.

He wearily pushes himself up and goes into the shower. Turns the water on as hot as he can stand it and then sits on the floor. He pulls his knees up to his chest and starts crying.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:26 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Shoulders hunching, drawing so tightly in on himself that Gabriel began to wonder if he could truly sink into nothingness.

"Ruined it all. I ruined it all."

Muttering under his breath, barely aware that Lil and Scud were there. Some part of his brain knowing he should be there for one of his pard. His heart too fragile to take the chance.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:29 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lilibet-james.livejournal.com
Looks around, concerned. Scud has passed out where he lay, Jason is no where to be seen.

"Gabriel? Where's Jason?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:33 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"Bathroom."

Not even looking up, not opening his eyes. Stoic. Silent. Afraid if he starts, he won't stop.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:39 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lilibet-james.livejournal.com
Lil nods and gets up. "Okay, tell me you get used to this? Please?"

She doesn't wait for an answer, just head for the bathroom. She doesn't bother to knock on the door, but walks on in.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:41 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
No answer, wincing as the door opens and she goes in with Jason.

"That's my cue.'

Rising, forcing himself to move. Slipping into one of the back bedroom, digging out an old pair of jeans and yanking them on.

Sighing, dropping to his hands and knees to dig under the bed for shoes.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:48 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason doesn't look up as she comes in, just huddles there in the shower. He ignores her as she steps under the spray. He's oblivious to her actions until she touches his shoulder.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!"

He shoves her hard, out of the shower.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:58 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lilibet-james.livejournal.com
Lil scrambles out of the shower and grabs a towel. She quickly leaves the bathroom.

"Gabe? Gabriel?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:00 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
He wanted to go. Needed to. Dragging out the boots, moving into the hall, ready to do as he had sworn he would. His own personal penance.

Hearing that scream, the sound of a scuffle.

Dark eyes closing, shaking his head as Gabriel dropped his boots, slipping closer to the bathroom.

"I got him, Lady. Just... Don't panic if you don't like the sounds ya hear."

Stepping into the room, pausing just inside.

"Baby? Please.. Come out and talk to me."

Not blocking the door, not trapping the wild animal... but ready to stop him if he fled.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:08 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason shudders and leans his head back, but doesn't open his eyes.

"It won't stop."

Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:11 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"No! That's not right... he said it would end. It would just make you remember. I...'

Choking on the bile that rose in his throat, gagging on it.

"Please, Jason. Come out of there. Come to me? Please?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:16 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Whimpers and looks at Gabriel, pain and terror in his eyes.

"It was the dreams. Over and over, she was... you..."

Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:19 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Confusion on his face, trying to make sense of what Jason said.

"No! Wasn't supposed to be the dreams. Was the past... just so you wouldn't fucking scare me again. Pup? Please. Look at me. I'm here. I'm fine. No one has hurt me. No one is going to hurt you.

Promise. My word. She isn't going to hurt you."

Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:25 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Completely breaks down, screaming.

"IT WASN'T ME. Okay, it was you and Lil and Nate and Leela and Wanda and...

I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME. It's watching her carve you up and treat Lil and Wanda like she treats that pet of hers and..."

Covers his head with his arms and sobs.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:28 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Moving without thinking. Beside him, yanking Jason against him. Hard.

"Not happening! Mine. Even that pale little witch of yers.'

Lips next to Jason's ear, practically yelling.

"I fucking care about you, dammit. And I need you now! Listen to me, goddamit! I'm here now. And I'm whole and I'm yers. Fucking deal with it!"

Yet wrapping his arms around him, tensing, prepared to be hit, scratched, even bit.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 08:35 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Relaxes against Gabriel, still crying. "I'm sorry, I won't do it again. Please, I'm sorry."



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Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:05 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lilibet-james.livejournal.com
The sun is just peeking over the horizon when Lil starts to shift back. Scud follows soon after.

"Okay. That. was. painful."

Date: 23 Jun 2005 12:08 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] almostlikestud.livejournal.com
"Ugh... yeah." Scud croaks once, eyes shut. After that he stays silent, completely out.

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