"I hurt myself Jason. All the damn time. And if you think it's only with blades then you are being short sighted.'
Sighing, lapping at his palms, trying to stop the blood.
"Whaddya want me to say? I love ya, kid. Have since.. fuck the first minute I saw you? Held you in my goddamn arms? I don't even fuckin know. I just know I do. And I don't give ...'
Bowing his head.
"And I don't give a fuck whatcha do to me, what pain ya cause. I love you. And I ain't goin nowhere. Fuckin... You could hurt me, break me, cheat on me, leave me... I'd still love ya. Just one pussy whipped pussy with no cunt involved."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 06:41 (UTC)Silent so long, tears slowly streaking down his cheeks.
Love you too.
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 06:44 (UTC)"I'm sorry I hurt you."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 06:46 (UTC)"No hurt, pup. Not a damn thing. I'm just... An over emotional old fool. That's all. Nevermind me."
Scurbbing at his eyes, trying to make the damn tears stop.
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 06:49 (UTC)"..."
Pulls sharply at his hair, a sick smile on his face.
"Sure, didn't hurt you at all."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 06:54 (UTC)Sighing, lapping at his palms, trying to stop the blood.
"Whaddya want me to say? I love ya, kid. Have since.. fuck the first minute I saw you? Held you in my goddamn arms? I don't even fuckin know. I just know I do. And I don't give ...'
Bowing his head.
"And I don't give a fuck whatcha do to me, what pain ya cause. I love you. And I ain't goin nowhere. Fuckin... You could hurt me, break me, cheat on me, leave me... I'd still love ya. Just one pussy whipped pussy with no cunt involved."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 06:59 (UTC)Words whispered, staring at the ground.
"I want it back. I don't like this."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:02 (UTC)Arms wrapping around himself.
"I.. I worry about even holdin ya. Like yer not gonna want it. Or pull away. Or just not care."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:05 (UTC)"Please? I need you, Gabe."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:07 (UTC)"Don't fuckin do this shit to me, dammit.'
The words growled, pain filled, nuzzling at the side of Jason's face like the cat he was.
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:10 (UTC)"I'll find Dru, have her fix this."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:11 (UTC)"Please? I... I need you whole, pup. I need you... as my pup."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:12 (UTC)"I know where she's at..."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:14 (UTC)Smiles softly, tongue tracing his lips for a taste of Jason.
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:16 (UTC)"Yeah, would hate for you to scare her if she says she can't do it."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:18 (UTC)"If she can't? Come home and we wait it out. Just.. come home."
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:23 (UTC)Turns and heads into the woods.
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Date: 7 Jul 2005 07:30 (UTC)Not wanting anything. Well, except the one thing he couldn't have in that moment.
Resting his head against the railing of the steps leading down, watching the moonlight play over the lake.