Written Journal Entry

[thewolfinside]

Going to go see Crane today. See if he has time to see me, or if I need to go back to my world to see someone. I can't live like this. It's hurting Gabe, hurting us. I'm tired of it, tired of this nagging fear that keeps coming up. I want to know why, why it's there and how to get rid of it.

I want a lot of things, even though I'll never get most of them.

I want Leela to get her memory back.

I want Nate to not be a bastard to us.

I want Zane to be secure in the pard, to believe that we're not going to kill him or toss him out.

I want this fear to go away.

I want Gabe to be okay, to get through whatever's going on in his head.

I want what he has with Ella. I want to be more than puppy. I want to be Daddy too.

I want to be able to think about Gabe and Ella and the pard and not be scared to death that it's all going to go away from me.

I wan



He looks up as Ella starts to cry and turns the journal over, face down on the table. Gets up and walks over to her, crouching down to pick her up. Starts to turn and go back into the kitchen when Jase bounces down the stairs, keys in hand, asking him to go with to get breakfast. Grabs the diaper bag and follows his shorter twin from the house, leaving the journal on the table.

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Leans forward, bracing himself with his hands on Gabe's chest as he rides his mate. Moaning as he rocks up into Gabe's hand before slamming back down on his dick over and over.

"Fuck... loveitloveit."

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"That's it, baby, fuck yourself on me.'

Chuckling, holding still, forcing himself to lay back and let Jason do the work.

"Come on, pup... do it... cum in my hand, whore.'

Growling now, hand pulsing around his lover's cock.

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Closing his eyes and rocking back and forth between Gabriel's hand and cock, panting moans and muffled curses as he fucks himself on his mate. Trying to keep a steady rhythym, but failing as he gets closer to the edge.

Opens his eyes, staring down at Gabe, gnawing on his bottom lip as his nails rake down his lover's torso. Body jerking as he moves, slamming down harder on Gabe's cock.

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Staring up at Jason, mesmerized by the look on his face, the need, the lust.

"Fuck it.'

Moaning as his hands gripped Jason's hips and his own body flexed, driving himself hard and fast into his lover's ass.

"Come on, bitch. Stroke your own cock, jack it off on my chest, pup. Fucking cum for me before I blow in your ass."

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Trembling, knowing it won't take much more, hand wrapping around his cock. His thumb rubbing over the head, catching the end of the barbell. Moaning, his fingers catching the other end as his hand slides up and down the shaft.

"Fuck... yes, yes... fuck"

Slamming back on Gabe's cock, yelling his lover's name as he cums, hot streams splattering on his hand and Gabe's chest.

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"That's it.. .oh god, baby...'

Feeling that hot splash of cum on his chest, watching his lover's face as he sunk into his release. Moaning, hips still driving hard and fast into his husband as he tossed back his head.

Not caring who heard, the feeling so intense in that moment that he roared. A sound of claiming, of ownership, of mating. A sound that came with a last hard buck of his hips, cock twitching in Jason's ass as he came.

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Falling forward, resting his head on Gabe's shoulder as he pants, his heart racing.

Lifting up a bit and tilting his head, he licks Gabe's chest, cleaning his cum from his lover's skin.