The ranch was quiet at night. The house was dark, but light showed along the edges of the covered windows of the bunk house. There wasn't much noise, mostly the sounds of coyotes howling in the nearby hills and the horses moving around in the barn. A storm was moving in, and most of the cattle had been moved closer to the barn and wooded area nearby so they could ride out the worst of the wind.
The barn itself appeared dark, but if one went inside, they could see the faint glow from a lantern shining on the ceiling above the back corner of the hay loft. Up in that corner, Jason was curled up on a bedroll, a kettle of coffee nearby kept warm by the thick towls and hay around it. A cup of cooling liquid was on the floor beside him, forgotten while he wrote in his journal.
The journal was a small book with a leather cover and hand bound pages. It had kept him sane during the first few dark months after Rose's death and Jasia and Jase's leavings. The first Christmas had been the hardest, Gabe had refused to decorate or even admit that the holiday was happening. This last one had been better, Gabe actually smiling when recieving his gifts from Jason and Scud. After things had settled down and Jason had gotten used to the routine, it had become a habit to write in the journal.
Getting used to the routine had taken a while, and the first time or two that Scud had shown up to share Gabe's bed, the older man had to pull Jason aside and tell him what was going on. Jason had picked up on the signs quickly after that, giving both men a nod and a smile whenever Scud would darken the doorway, then leave them alone. He'd quickly decided after the first night that he was better off not being in the house when Scud came by, because the sounds only added to the images in his head, and he was sure that the ranch hand wasn't the type to invite anyone else into the bed.
Very rarely did he leave the ranch though, and most of those nights were spent up here, in the hayloft. Finished with his writing for now, Jason set the book and lead aside, then laid back against the hay bale. He wondered what had happened to Jasia, she had just up and disappeared and no one had heard a word from her. Jase wrote occasionally, his last letter telling about the ranch he had signed on with up in Montana and the troubles going on up there. He didn't expect it to last, Jase never stayed anywhere more than a few months, unable to settle down after losing his girl. Jason expected that his brother would be mourning Rose until he died.
Moving the now cold cup next to the lantern, Jason blew out the lantern and curled in his bedroom, not going to sleep, but thinking in the darkness.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 02:13 (UTC)Groaning and arching up against Gabe, the tug of his hair painful, but a good pain. Pulling on Gabe's shirt, pulling the man against him, his knees bending, jean clad thighs rubbing against his lover's hips.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 02:18 (UTC)Groaning, mouth sliding along his jaw, biting and suckling at Jason's throat as his free hand slid up, yanking his shirt free from his pants.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 02:31 (UTC)"Need it, Gabe."
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 02:34 (UTC)Snapping at his throat once more before wriggling to get the shirt off. Changing his hold, not letting Jason go as he gets of his own shirt and then, impatiently, rips open the front of his lover's.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 02:50 (UTC)His hands fumble with the buttons on his jeans, tugging them open before reaching for Gabe's.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 03:03 (UTC)Panting as he felt air on his hip, letting go of Jason long enough to kick off his boots and wriggle out of his jeans. Grabbing Jason's boots, yanking them off, one at a time and then jerking on the hem of his jeans.
"Don't want to hurt you,' he whispered, but the reason was clear. He was feeling aggressive and needy and that scared him.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 03:14 (UTC)Pulling free of his shirt, then raising his hips and pushing at his jeans when Gabe pulls. Going still at Gabe's words, Jason is suprised he isn't glowing like a hot coal, he's blushing so badly.
"Salve, in my bag, bale on your left."
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 03:56 (UTC)And then there is silence. Nothing until his fingers glide along the crack of Jason's ass, teasing his asshole with slicked fingers.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 04:06 (UTC)"More. Please. So much better..."
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 04:11 (UTC)"Don't hold back? It's just us. Let me hear you.' And with that he began fucking that single digit into his lover.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 04:40 (UTC)Not realising he'd said the last part out loud, the words mixed in with his pleading for more and harder.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 04:47 (UTC)His other hand moving to his prick, jerking him roughly with salve slicked fingers.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 05:03 (UTC)"Fuckmefuckmefuckme." Mewling, unashamedly begging for what he wanted.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 05:06 (UTC)"Mine." Snarling out the word as he gave his hips a sharp buck, driving himself deep into his lover.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 05:22 (UTC)"Yours." Whispering the words, his eyes searching for Gabe in the dark.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 05:25 (UTC)Driving deeper, scooting forward until his knees where against Jason's ass, slamfucking into him without a thought but that this was them and they were together.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 05:49 (UTC)Letting go of the bedroll, Jason wraps a hand around his cock, stroking himself quickly and roughly.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 06:04 (UTC)"That's it. Come on, my dirty little boy. Stroke yourself for me. Come on, want you to cum for me, boy. Cum with my cock in your ass.'
Shaking, not from the effort but his words, feeling dirty and wicked and right.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 06:20 (UTC)Doing as he's told, his free hand reaching for Gabe, finding and tangling in the other man's hair.
"Fuck, gonna do it, gonna, GABE!" Yelling out his lover's name, tugging at his hair, body bowing as he cums.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 06:27 (UTC)"Fuck yeah, mine. Fuck.' Groaning, not wanting to lose it. Not yet. Closing his eyes and gritting his teeth as one hand slithered between them. Not slowing, bucking hard as he gathered Jason's spunk and brought it to his lips. Licking it off as he whimpered. "Not yet not yet not yet."
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 06:35 (UTC)"Please, Gabe, want it." His words whispered and his voice shaky.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 07:02 (UTC)"Anything for you.'
And with that he drive deep and hard. Once. Twice. A third time before his body shoke and trembled with his release.
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 07:28 (UTC)"Love you."
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 07:29 (UTC)"Love you, Jason Schuyler."
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Date: 2 Mar 2006 07:39 (UTC)It's like trying to stop a stampede on foot by yourself, impossible. That same thoughts run through his head now, just like everytime before. How much he loves this man. How he'll do anything for him.
How he wished things were different for them. He hated having to keep things out of sight, having to pretend they were only good friends. But it was necessary, for the ranch's livelyhood.
For Gabe's safety, and his own.
So, he cherished moments like this, when he could just hold Gabe close without worry of someone finding them.
He just wished they could happen in the light as well as the dark.
Sighing, he pushed the thoughts away, softly kissing Gabe's shoulder.
"Scud gonna be upset at you?"
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