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He'd packed a small bag, just a change of clothes and his shaving bag, and left it sitting on the couch while he went looking for Gabe. He couldn't put it off any longer, not after last night, and the girls had already agreed to stay over.

Lil had even threatened to call Jasia. Jason wasn't sure why that thought worried him. Why should he be worried about Lil, Carrie and Jasia locked in a room with Gabe all night?

Rethinking that question, Jason makes a note to check the insurance policy before leaving for the night.

Date: 8 Apr 2006 02:42 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason doesn't have the energy to fight with Gabe right now, even if he wants to. Instead he just curls into his mate, wrapping his arms around Gabe and letting the tears fall.

"Scared. I was so fucking scared I wouldn't find you."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 02:44 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"I know.' Murmuring softly, stroking Jason's hair and holding him tight. "I'm sorry. I didn't know I'd be trapped. I'm so sorry."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:05 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason eventually calms, but it takes a while before he lets go of Gabe. He doesn't move, just stays where he is, leaning against Gabe.

"Stop apologizing, please?" His voice is rough, still a bit strained. He nuzzles at Gabe's shoulder, sighing softly. "It wasn't your fault."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:09 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Gabe waits it out. Holding Jason close, softly rubbing his back and just waiting. He has forever, he can wait. "Sure was. I followed the bitch.' Giving a shrug, cuddling Jason tighter.

Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:12 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"You were trying to save a child, that means you're exempt from being at fault."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:21 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"Not when it comes to her but...' He stops, not wanting to fighting as he nuzzles and licks at Jason.

Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:25 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason lets it drop, for now. Canting his head, he looks at Gabe. "Promise me something?"

Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:32 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Shifting, Gabe moves so that his gaze meets Jason's. "What's that, Pup?"

Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:48 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"Promise me that... fuck. Don't keep acting like everything's okay. Even if you tell me you don't want to talk about it, don't tell me you're fine when you're not. That not lying thing goes two ways."

He winces and looks down. "I don't care if it takes a week or two before you do it, just talk to me? Tell me what happened?"

Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:54 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"I can't... tell you that is.' Rushing through to make it certain what he's talking about. "I remember being feral and wild. I remember flashes but it's not coherent because time had a totally different meaning than it does for a me as a human." Hugging Jason, sighing.

"I'm okay because I have to be. Because you and the others need me to be."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:02 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"All I remember is being ...happy because I had found you, then scared to death because you didn't recognize me."

"I want you to be okay because you are, not because you have to be." Letting his head fall against Gabe's shoulder, taking a deep breath. "No more letting things fester, okay? I don't care if we disappear into the woods and hide out in a tent for a day or so, just no more pretending."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:08 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"Jason, I can't promise I won't. I can't let this shit fuck up the pard. I made a mistake. I'll be paying for it the rest of my life. I can live with that. Just may take me time to get it all right and settled and down pat with what I feel and what I need to feel."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:22 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"It wasn't a mistake to try and save the kid." He meant it too, now that he had calmed down. "And how is it fucking up the pard if we take a night and disappear, like we did before?"

Turning his head, Jason looks out the window, whispering more to himself than Gabe. "I miss that."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:28 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"Shhh, baby, not what I meant.' Sighing, Gabe shifted onto his back, pulling Jason with him. Hand gentle as he gripped his mate's jaw and brought his gaze to Gabe's. "I meant me being upset over what happened to me, not that we couldn't take time for us. Promise."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:36 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"Okay." Sighing, he stretches out on Gabe, looking at his husband.

"Next time something like this happens, will you lock my in the weight room and make me beat the shit out of one of the bags. Don't let me get this bad?"

Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:49 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Gabe sighs, now taking his turn to look away. "If I can. I was too wrapped up in myself to notice until it was almost too late.'

Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:52 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"You will." Stretching up, he kisses Gabe's neck before nuzzling at his cheek. "No more hiding, not from you."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 05:03 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"It's what I do best,' he murmurs, eyes closing. "Other than fuck you senseless."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 05:10 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"There's other things you do best." The smile returns, he can't help it. "Like loving me and Ella. Reining in Lil. Teasing Carrie." He pokes Gabe in the chest, making his point. "Loving us."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 05:15 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"Teasing Carrie isn't that hard. And I don't rein in Lil. Speaking of, anyone told Ray about his car yet?" Snickering at that idea. "You know, I really am cursed when it comes to cars."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 05:23 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"Nooooooooooo. I figured if Scud couldn't fix it we'd send it to the dealer."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 05:35 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"So we're not going to tell him? Has anyone told Scud?"

Date: 8 Apr 2006 05:37 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason looks at Gabe and blinks. "I'm crazy, not stupid." He chuckles and shakes his head. "In other words, no, Scud has not been told how the Hummer was damaged. I'm sure he's found it by now."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 05:49 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"oh. Yep, avoiding him unless I have the knife." Pausing at that, a frown crossing his lips. "If he stills wants me like this."

Date: 8 Apr 2006 05:53 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
"Chicken." Frowning as well, Jason shakes his head. "Scud won't care about that. Well, he might get off on it, but otherwise, he won't care."

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