"I can't live with that, pup. I can't live with you bein there for me every time I fuckin slip, every time I screw up and yet... You ain't willin to give me the same."
"And there are those that would say that the alpha can't either. But I'm damn fuckin good at it.'
Growling, hand grabbing Jason's jaw, trying to bring the wolf's gaze back to his.
"Who's gonna take care of you, Jason? When the fuck are you gonna stop bein the tough guy and suck it the fuck up that you aren't alone, that you have friends and that you have a lover that wants to see ya happy and healthy. Not bottling shit up and pretendin yer fine while lyin to my face."
'I'm the alpha here. I'm the one that has to keep it together. And putting this on you is killin me, kid. I'll... I'll figure out how to handle it. I'll make it. I'm a survivor, kid. You know that."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 01:15 (UTC)"After Emma... Just after, okay."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 01:18 (UTC)Stated softly, flat, shaking his head.
"I can't live with that, pup. I can't live with you bein there for me every time I fuckin slip, every time I screw up and yet... You ain't willin to give me the same."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 02:45 (UTC)"Yes. Who's going to take care of everyone while you're recovering from... Dammit Gabe, I'm your second, I'm not allowed to fall apart."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 02:50 (UTC)Growling, hand grabbing Jason's jaw, trying to bring the wolf's gaze back to his.
"Who's gonna take care of you, Jason? When the fuck are you gonna stop bein the tough guy and suck it the fuck up that you aren't alone, that you have friends and that you have a lover that wants to see ya happy and healthy. Not bottling shit up and pretendin yer fine while lyin to my face."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 02:58 (UTC)"I know I'm not alone, and I know you want me happy, but right now I can't fall apart. I can't."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:01 (UTC)Asked softly, almost innocently, calmly. A serious question.
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:02 (UTC)"Yes."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:03 (UTC)Fingers loosening, stroking back Jason's hair, staring into those bright blue eyes.
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:04 (UTC)"Yes."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:09 (UTC)Asked softly, leaning down to tenderly press his lips to Jason.
"Why can't you let me in?"
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:17 (UTC)"I do and I will."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:17 (UTC)"When?"
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:20 (UTC)"After this is over. When it's done, when you're back together, I'll fall apart then."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:23 (UTC)Hooded eyes staring up at Jason, looking pained.
'I'm the alpha here. I'm the one that has to keep it together. And putting this on you is killin me, kid. I'll... I'll figure out how to handle it. I'll make it. I'm a survivor, kid. You know that."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:27 (UTC)Shakes his head, frowning.
"How the HELL are you suppossed to handle anything when you're trying to keep from shooting yourself in the head? Explain that to me."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:32 (UTC)Twisting, slipping off the bed and fighting not to pace.
"Maybe it'd be a better sitch for everyone is I did. I mean, one less burden for ya right?"
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:35 (UTC)Quietly. "Not funny."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:38 (UTC)Whimpering softly, dropping down to sit on the edge of the bed, head in his hands.
"I'm blowin it, kid. Big time."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:41 (UTC)Doesn't look over, doesn't move.
"You're not. And everything thing else is being fixed."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:44 (UTC)Demanded not asked, still hunched over, eyes closed.
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:46 (UTC)no subject
Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:48 (UTC)"Answer me, pup. Please."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 03:56 (UTC)no subject
Date: 5 Jul 2005 04:02 (UTC)Taking him by the hand, insistant yet gentle.
"Love works by you actually havin faith in me, and yerself and in the fact that nothin is gonna fuck this up for us."
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Date: 5 Jul 2005 04:09 (UTC)"I do have faith in you."
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