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7 April 2006 16:23![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thewolfinsideHe'd packed a small bag, just a change of clothes and his shaving bag, and left it sitting on the couch while he went looking for Gabe. He couldn't put it off any longer, not after last night, and the girls had already agreed to stay over.
Lil had even threatened to call Jasia. Jason wasn't sure why that thought worried him. Why should he be worried about Lil, Carrie and Jasia locked in a room with Gabe all night?
Rethinking that question, Jason makes a note to check the insurance policy before leaving for the night.
Lil had even threatened to call Jasia. Jason wasn't sure why that thought worried him. Why should he be worried about Lil, Carrie and Jasia locked in a room with Gabe all night?
Rethinking that question, Jason makes a note to check the insurance policy before leaving for the night.
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Date: 7 Apr 2006 23:03 (UTC)He looks up at Gabe, obviously fighting back tears. "If I can't do that, what good am I?"
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Date: 7 Apr 2006 23:13 (UTC)"But if you're breaking down trying to deal with it, I have two choices. Buck up so you can come to me or accept that I'm failing you as both mate and Alpha."
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 00:19 (UTC)"I'm breaking down because shit has happened and I haven't dealt with it. You're not failing me, not before and not now."
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 01:15 (UTC)His voice is quiet and muffled, his body trembling. "I should be able to deal with stuff like this without having to fall apart."
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 01:41 (UTC)"What we should and what we can are not always the same, Jason. I've learned to do what I must. It's what I've always done, pup. Does no good for me to let it bother me if I lose you over it."
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 01:51 (UTC)"I worry that in the end, we're not going to be us anymore."
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 02:42 (UTC)"Scared. I was so fucking scared I wouldn't find you."
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 02:44 (UTC)no subject
Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:05 (UTC)"Stop apologizing, please?" His voice is rough, still a bit strained. He nuzzles at Gabe's shoulder, sighing softly. "It wasn't your fault."
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:48 (UTC)He winces and looks down. "I don't care if it takes a week or two before you do it, just talk to me? Tell me what happened?"
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 03:54 (UTC)"I'm okay because I have to be. Because you and the others need me to be."
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:02 (UTC)"I want you to be okay because you are, not because you have to be." Letting his head fall against Gabe's shoulder, taking a deep breath. "No more letting things fester, okay? I don't care if we disappear into the woods and hide out in a tent for a day or so, just no more pretending."
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:22 (UTC)Turning his head, Jason looks out the window, whispering more to himself than Gabe. "I miss that."
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Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:28 (UTC)no subject
Date: 8 Apr 2006 04:36 (UTC)"Next time something like this happens, will you lock my in the weight room and make me beat the shit out of one of the bags. Don't let me get this bad?"
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