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He lays curled up in a tight ball on the rug, head tucked under his tail. Some tiny part of him KNOWS that the others are nearby, but the rest of his mind and body are trapped in his memories. Memories of the nightmares Raina has been sending him, only much more real.
The constant shaking is accompanied by whimpers and the occasional long high pitched whine. A pained howl echoes through the house several times.
The constant shaking is accompanied by whimpers and the occasional long high pitched whine. A pained howl echoes through the house several times.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:00 (UTC)But experience was the best teacher, not Gabriel.
Poor choice perhaps, but his head lowered, baleful eyes locked upon his lover's muzzle.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:25 (UTC)Waiting now. Praying if he believed in a single god.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:29 (UTC)I don't understand this, Gabriel. I just/don't/understand it.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:34 (UTC)Almost uglier in the reverse, elongating, stretching. Human. Nude. Laying face down on the floor, body sheened in fluids, even his short hair matted.
Not looking at her, unable to raise his head even.
"He fears me, Leela. He won't even look at me. He asked to be punished. If I show weakness, I'm risking us all."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:49 (UTC)"Fine, whatever. I am not happy with this. He gets punished for doing the exact thing that I had to argue with you not to do the other night when you were drunk and desperate, remember? I do."
She turns away, looks out the window. "The hunt is over now, the night is old. And he's received his punishment as noted, Alpha. Have I your leave to go now?"
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:55 (UTC)Knowing she won't understand. Even if she were made, she was young to their ways, couldn't understand.
"If you think I'm pleased, you don't know me in the least. I... I accept he will wake up and hate me. I accept that you will all turn me out. I accept it all, Leela. My decision, I pay the prices."
Wincing, still looking at Jason as he speaks to her. Eyes not leaving the wolf, barely even blinking.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:05 (UTC)Suddenly drained, tired. "I'm not going t0 go there tonight, ok Gabriel? We can attach this to the end of the conversation we are going to have tomorrow."
"Nate took first watch on him, I did the second. Are you going to keep third watch over Jason? I'm tired, and I hurt, and I .. I miss my boyfriend". Her voice cracked. "Have I your leave to go, Pard Leader?"
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:10 (UTC)"We... that conversation is at yer discretion. And course you have my leave. Toldcha you didn't have to be here. But if yer leavin' us over this, I think I should know as soon as possible. I do consider ya the pard advisor, my advisor and I will need yer help."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:17 (UTC)"I .. I think I love him. And I haven't been very good to him. He's kinda taken a back seat in all this and he's kept quiet and stayed supportive. You can't ask for better, really".
She looked him in the eye, gravely. "And if I choose to leave the pard, it won't be because of tonight either, Gabriel. There are other, distinctive reasons involved. Personal reasons, but reasons nonetheless."
"Goodnight Alpha"
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:19 (UTC)Silent a moment before calling softly.
"I hope he's everything you deserve Leela. Because there is just so much you should have."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:56 (UTC)Slowly. Inch by inch, moving forward. Just a few inches. Not wanting to move closer but he couldn't stay away. Cautiously curling his nude form against the wolf, close enough to feel his heat yet not quite touching him.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:37 (UTC)Hand trembling as he reaches out, smoothing back his hair.
"Pup?"
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:43 (UTC)"Don't. Don't touch me right now."
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:46 (UTC)"As you wish.' Slowly climbing to his feet, moving to the couch and curling up in the corner, watching his lover intently.
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:50 (UTC)"Where's the bathroom?"
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:52 (UTC)"Last door on yer left. Towels are in the cabinet. Can.. Anything you need?"
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Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:01 (UTC)"To be left alone for a bit."
He makes his way slowly towards the bathroom, stopping frequently to balance himself.
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