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He lays curled up in a tight ball on the rug, head tucked under his tail. Some tiny part of him KNOWS that the others are nearby, but the rest of his mind and body are trapped in his memories. Memories of the nightmares Raina has been sending him, only much more real.

The constant shaking is accompanied by whimpers and the occasional long high pitched whine. A pained howl echoes through the house several times.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:00 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Glancing up, hearing the duo. Knowing he should be with them, playing, showing them how it was done.

But experience was the best teacher, not Gabriel.

Poor choice perhaps, but his head lowered, baleful eyes locked upon his lover's muzzle.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:06 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leela1.livejournal.com
Sits in the corner, trying to relax, still tired from the hunt and the healing earlier. She quietly watches the big cat, and the sleeping wolf.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:09 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
How lost in his own pain had he been that Gabriel had not scented the lynx, the woman, both blended in his mind now. Head turning slowly, barely looking at her, almost fearful of her reaction to him being there.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:15 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leela1.livejournal.com
Watches him, dull anger and pain in her eyes. Having to hear Jason whimper and cry for hours really, really put her in a dark place. She stands up, looking at the cat and the wolf - turns, and goes out the door, sits on the porch watching the game of tag.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:25 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Lowering his head before she could go, muzzle to the ground.

Waiting now. Praying if he believed in a single god.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:29 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leela1.livejournal.com
Turns back and looks at him, stone faced, silent.

I don't understand this, Gabriel. I just/don't/understand it.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:34 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Wincing, those words echoing through his mind. Shaking his massive skull, trying to make things make sense. And in the end, he forced something he never should have.

Almost uglier in the reverse, elongating, stretching. Human. Nude. Laying face down on the floor, body sheened in fluids, even his short hair matted.

Not looking at her, unable to raise his head even.

"He fears me, Leela. He won't even look at me. He asked to be punished. If I show weakness, I'm risking us all."

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:49 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leela1.livejournal.com
She tried to keep her voice down, and her tone quiet, but the words sounded harsh even to her ears. "I sat out there for hours and listened to him cry. Hell, I cried with him, covering my ears, praying that it would stop."

"Fine, whatever. I am not happy with this. He gets punished for doing the exact thing that I had to argue with you not to do the other night when you were drunk and desperate, remember? I do."

She turns away, looks out the window. "The hunt is over now, the night is old. And he's received his punishment as noted, Alpha. Have I your leave to go now?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:55 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"He isn't alpha.' The words hurting his throat, sore muscles fighting everything he did. "It isn't his job to protect me. It's my job to keep my pard safe."

Knowing she won't understand. Even if she were made, she was young to their ways, couldn't understand.

"If you think I'm pleased, you don't know me in the least. I... I accept he will wake up and hate me. I accept that you will all turn me out. I accept it all, Leela. My decision, I pay the prices."

Wincing, still looking at Jason as he speaks to her. Eyes not leaving the wolf, barely even blinking.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:05 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leela1.livejournal.com
"And tell me again how sacrificing yourself will keep the pard safe?" She looks at him, then looks away, forcing herself, fighting with herself not to go to him.

Suddenly drained, tired. "I'm not going t0 go there tonight, ok Gabriel? We can attach this to the end of the conversation we are going to have tomorrow."

"Nate took first watch on him, I did the second. Are you going to keep third watch over Jason? I'm tired, and I hurt, and I .. I miss my boyfriend". Her voice cracked. "Have I your leave to go, Pard Leader?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:09 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lilibet-james.livejournal.com
Lil and Scud finally come into the house, the adrenaline rush and the approaching dawn finally wearing them out. They greet Leela and find separate spots to curl up and fall asleep, close to Gabriel and Jason, but out of the way.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:10 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Moving to nearly cuddle Jason, holding himself just far enough apart to allow the wolf space to bolt, to pull away further.

"We... that conversation is at yer discretion. And course you have my leave. Toldcha you didn't have to be here. But if yer leavin' us over this, I think I should know as soon as possible. I do consider ya the pard advisor, my advisor and I will need yer help."

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:17 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leela1.livejournal.com
"Leaving tonight has nothing to do with you and everything to do with Ether."

"I .. I think I love him. And I haven't been very good to him. He's kinda taken a back seat in all this and he's kept quiet and stayed supportive. You can't ask for better, really".

She looked him in the eye, gravely. "And if I choose to leave the pard, it won't be because of tonight either, Gabriel. There are other, distinctive reasons involved. Personal reasons, but reasons nonetheless."

"Goodnight Alpha"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:19 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
"Goodnight, Dollface."

Silent a moment before calling softly.

"I hope he's everything you deserve Leela. Because there is just so much you should have."

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:31 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason whimpers and stiffens, then relaxes as the nightmare quickly passes.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:34 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Stiffening, a distinctively animalistic whimper at the back of his throat.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:50 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason jerks at the sound, his ears twitching.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 05:56 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Choking on his words to Leela, watching the wolf move.

Slowly. Inch by inch, moving forward. Just a few inches. Not wanting to move closer but he couldn't stay away. Cautiously curling his nude form against the wolf, close enough to feel his heat yet not quite touching him.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:34 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason twitches and whimpers just before dawn, then lets out a ragged scream as he shifts.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:37 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Shivering, fighting not to withdraw. Not caring about the mess, the change itself. It was Jason's mind he feared for... and his reaction.

Hand trembling as he reaches out, smoothing back his hair.

"Pup?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:43 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Is curled up on the floor, wet and shivering. When he speaks, his voice cracks, breaking. Hoarse.

"Don't. Don't touch me right now."

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:46 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Yanking back his hand as if he'd been burned, biting back the whimper in the back of his throat.

"As you wish.' Slowly climbing to his feet, moving to the couch and curling up in the corner, watching his lover intently.

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:50 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Jason jerks away and growls at Lil when she edges toward him. He sits up and looks around, still shaking.

"Where's the bathroom?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 06:52 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-passant.livejournal.com
Raising his hand, pointing down the hall.

"Last door on yer left. Towels are in the cabinet. Can.. Anything you need?"

Date: 23 Jun 2005 07:01 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thewolf-inside.livejournal.com
Slowly pushes himself up, wincing at the pain.

"To be left alone for a bit."

He makes his way slowly towards the bathroom, stopping frequently to balance himself.

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