Full Moon: At Gabriel's House

[thewolfinside]

He lays curled up in a tight ball on the rug, head tucked under his tail. Some tiny part of him KNOWS that the others are nearby, but the rest of his mind and body are trapped in his memories. Memories of the nightmares Raina has been sending him, only much more real.

The constant shaking is accompanied by whimpers and the occasional long high pitched whine. A pained howl echoes through the house several times.

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[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Pausing at the door. Almost afraid to cross the threshold. Staring at that sleek wolf curled up on the rug. Seemingly peaceful now.

Liquid fur slinking forward, curling up on the edge of the rug. Not touching Jason, just the tip of his muzzle resting on the edge of the carpet fibers.

[lilibet-james.livejournal.com]

Lil and Scud slide to a stop on the deck and look inside. Lil starts to head in, but Scud entices her into playing a long game of tag in the yard.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Glancing up, hearing the duo. Knowing he should be with them, playing, showing them how it was done.

But experience was the best teacher, not Gabriel.

Poor choice perhaps, but his head lowered, baleful eyes locked upon his lover's muzzle.

[leela1.livejournal.com]

Sits in the corner, trying to relax, still tired from the hunt and the healing earlier. She quietly watches the big cat, and the sleeping wolf.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

How lost in his own pain had he been that Gabriel had not scented the lynx, the woman, both blended in his mind now. Head turning slowly, barely looking at her, almost fearful of her reaction to him being there.

[leela1.livejournal.com]

Watches him, dull anger and pain in her eyes. Having to hear Jason whimper and cry for hours really, really put her in a dark place. She stands up, looking at the cat and the wolf - turns, and goes out the door, sits on the porch watching the game of tag.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Lowering his head before she could go, muzzle to the ground.

Waiting now. Praying if he believed in a single god.

[leela1.livejournal.com]

Turns back and looks at him, stone faced, silent.

I don't understand this, Gabriel. I just/don't/understand it.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Wincing, those words echoing through his mind. Shaking his massive skull, trying to make things make sense. And in the end, he forced something he never should have.

Almost uglier in the reverse, elongating, stretching. Human. Nude. Laying face down on the floor, body sheened in fluids, even his short hair matted.

Not looking at her, unable to raise his head even.

"He fears me, Leela. He won't even look at me. He asked to be punished. If I show weakness, I'm risking us all."

[leela1.livejournal.com]

She tried to keep her voice down, and her tone quiet, but the words sounded harsh even to her ears. "I sat out there for hours and listened to him cry. Hell, I cried with him, covering my ears, praying that it would stop."

"Fine, whatever. I am not happy with this. He gets punished for doing the exact thing that I had to argue with you not to do the other night when you were drunk and desperate, remember? I do."

She turns away, looks out the window. "The hunt is over now, the night is old. And he's received his punishment as noted, Alpha. Have I your leave to go now?"

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

"He isn't alpha.' The words hurting his throat, sore muscles fighting everything he did. "It isn't his job to protect me. It's my job to keep my pard safe."

Knowing she won't understand. Even if she were made, she was young to their ways, couldn't understand.

"If you think I'm pleased, you don't know me in the least. I... I accept he will wake up and hate me. I accept that you will all turn me out. I accept it all, Leela. My decision, I pay the prices."

Wincing, still looking at Jason as he speaks to her. Eyes not leaving the wolf, barely even blinking.

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Jason whimpers and stiffens, then relaxes as the nightmare quickly passes.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Stiffening, a distinctively animalistic whimper at the back of his throat.

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

Jason jerks at the sound, his ears twitching.

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

Choking on his words to Leela, watching the wolf move.

Slowly. Inch by inch, moving forward. Just a few inches. Not wanting to move closer but he couldn't stay away. Cautiously curling his nude form against the wolf, close enough to feel his heat yet not quite touching him.

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

((Hmmm, angst or push it forward?))

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

((*grins* So your call. I'll play along with anything. Except, maybe gutting Gabe. I would really miss him.))

[mandorla.livejournal.com]

(( EVERYBODY'S ANGSTING TONIGHT. I insist on something more entertaining. (; Y'know, since I'm in charge of this dramah and all . .. *runs away* ))

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

((No killing Gabe, dammit. We like him. [And the basement crew keeps asking when you're going to show up on IRC]))

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

((Hmm. When I, uhmm, figure out how to work it? *blushes* I'm a net newbie for a rather "older" person. So... dl'd it but still learnin' shit. *dies of embrassment now from that admission*))

[thewolf-inside.livejournal.com]

((I can get to the chatroom. That's all that I need to know. *grins*))

[mandorla.livejournal.com]

(( This is where I hide my Linux-geek, isn't it? ))

[lion-passant.livejournal.com]

((*laughs* I think I can do that. Maybe. I can mu**. It's the how to speak thing. I'll figure it out soon. I'm just a tiny bit technophobic for one that lives online.))

[almostlikestud.livejournal.com]

((It's not hard, although I kept doing MU commands at first too.))

[almostlikestud.livejournal.com]

((*hugsqueeze* thanks for posing Scud around. I hope he behaved himself. :P))